If I Should Die
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Delusion or
Worth my lifetime
How would I deem what I lived for
If I should die?
The toil must be done
Days are passing by
But tomorrow might be the last one
And I shall die
A habit is for us to deny
Spinning a web of silver lies
To hide the many agonies
All around us, for every being
We seem happier reduced by hunger
Flattering ourselves to be starved
Utterly craving for all that lies beyond our grasp
On the path of darkness and desire
A sweet scent of extinguished fire
We're getting worse, eager to curse
Not the curtain, but what's behind
Intoxicated within the smell of humankind
Today should be like every remaining day
Definitely all that I ask for
Whatever the moment when I'll go away
That does not change anything at all
Happiness is complete in the here and now
It will not increase with a longer time
No other place but where I'm sitting down
This one quiet throne that I recognize as mine
A busy life and good relations
Just like everybody else
Meeting these people's expectations
Worrying about judgments
But in my chest this acute pain
This unusual taste in my mouth
And all that counted now seems vain
Suddenly overwhelmed by doubt
I cannot be struck by these throes
With all my feelings and my thoughts
It would be too much awful woes
That my efforts had been for naught
On the chase of dreams and their demise
A sense of nonsense in disguise
This is not fair, we cannot bear
Yet another kind of torment
So disappointed, in absolute bewilderment
Today should be like every remaining day
Definitely all that I ask for
Whatever the moment when I'll go away
That does not change anything at all
Happiness is complete in the here and now
It will not increase with a longer time
No other place but where I'm sitting down
This one quiet throne that I recognize as mine
Maybe it is going to take me nowhere
But I reckon not having to go anywhere
I don't keep any illusion to hold dear
I just need to be ready to disappear
Void comes from the self alone
Fear from what we believe we own
Stoics across time give an advice
May death be daily before our eyes
Worth my lifetime
How would I deem what I lived for
If I should die?
The toil must be done
Days are passing by
But tomorrow might be the last one
And I shall die
A habit is for us to deny
Spinning a web of silver lies
To hide the many agonies
All around us, for every being
We seem happier reduced by hunger
Flattering ourselves to be starved
Utterly craving for all that lies beyond our grasp
On the path of darkness and desire
A sweet scent of extinguished fire
We're getting worse, eager to curse
Not the curtain, but what's behind
Intoxicated within the smell of humankind
Today should be like every remaining day
Definitely all that I ask for
Whatever the moment when I'll go away
That does not change anything at all
Happiness is complete in the here and now
It will not increase with a longer time
No other place but where I'm sitting down
This one quiet throne that I recognize as mine
A busy life and good relations
Just like everybody else
Meeting these people's expectations
Worrying about judgments
But in my chest this acute pain
This unusual taste in my mouth
And all that counted now seems vain
Suddenly overwhelmed by doubt
I cannot be struck by these throes
With all my feelings and my thoughts
It would be too much awful woes
That my efforts had been for naught
On the chase of dreams and their demise
A sense of nonsense in disguise
This is not fair, we cannot bear
Yet another kind of torment
So disappointed, in absolute bewilderment
Today should be like every remaining day
Definitely all that I ask for
Whatever the moment when I'll go away
That does not change anything at all
Happiness is complete in the here and now
It will not increase with a longer time
No other place but where I'm sitting down
This one quiet throne that I recognize as mine
Maybe it is going to take me nowhere
But I reckon not having to go anywhere
I don't keep any illusion to hold dear
I just need to be ready to disappear
Void comes from the self alone
Fear from what we believe we own
Stoics across time give an advice
May death be daily before our eyes
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:36.79] Delusion or
[00:41.06] Worth my lifetime
[00:45.63] How would I deem what I lived for
[00:50.17] If I should die?
[00:54.92] The toil must be done
[00:59.16] Days are passing by
[01:03.70] But tomorrow might be the last one
[01:08.57] And I shall die
[01:14.44] A habit is for us to deny
[01:16.26] Spinning a web of silver lies
[01:18.67] To hide the many agonies
[01:20.72] All around us, for every being
[01:23.19] We seem happier reduced by hunger
[01:25.03] Flattering ourselves to be starved
[01:27.42] Utterly craving for all that lies beyond our grasp
[01:35.77] On the path of darkness and desire
[01:41.63] A sweet scent of extinguished fire
[01:46.13] We're getting worse, eager to curse
[01:48.34] Not the curtain, but what's behind
[01:50.93] Intoxicated within the smell of humankind
[02:00.09] Today should be like every remaining day
[02:02.19] Definitely all that I ask for
[02:04.60] Whatever the moment when I'll go away
[02:06.67] That does not change anything at all
[02:09.16] Happiness is complete in the here and now
[02:11.54] It will not increase with a longer time
[02:13.94] No other place but where I'm sitting down
[02:16.04] This one quiet throne that I recognize as mine
[03:23.13] A busy life and good relations
[03:34.57] Just like everybody else
[03:36.98] Meeting these people's expectations
[03:39.31] Worrying about judgments
[03:41.45] But in my chest this acute pain
[03:43.61] This unusual taste in my mouth
[03:46.07] And all that counted now seems vain
[03:48.46] Suddenly overwhelmed by doubt
[03:50.88] I cannot be struck by these throes
[03:52.98] With all my feelings and my thoughts
[03:55.34] It would be too much awful woes
[03:57.71] That my efforts had been for naught
[05:42.83] On the chase of dreams and their demise
[05:47.31] A sense of nonsense in disguise
[05:51.63] This is not fair, we cannot bear
[05:54.03] Yet another kind of torment
[05:56.45] So disappointed, in absolute bewilderment
[06:03.35] Today should be like every remaining day
[06:08.12] Definitely all that I ask for
[06:10.27] Whatever the moment when I'll go away
[06:12.69] That does not change anything at all
[06:14.86] Happiness is complete in the here and now
[06:16.99] It will not increase with a longer time
[06:19.38] No other place but where I'm sitting down
[06:21.46] This one quiet throne that I recognize as mine
[06:24.19] Maybe it is going to take me nowhere
[06:28.45] But I reckon not having to go anywhere
[06:32.92] I don't keep any illusion to hold dear
[06:38.33] I just need to be ready to disappear
[08:27.78] Void comes from the self alone
[08:37.08] Fear from what we believe we own
[08:46.15] Stoics across time give an advice
[08:55.76] May death be daily before our eyes
[09:05.86]
[00:41.06] Worth my lifetime
[00:45.63] How would I deem what I lived for
[00:50.17] If I should die?
[00:54.92] The toil must be done
[00:59.16] Days are passing by
[01:03.70] But tomorrow might be the last one
[01:08.57] And I shall die
[01:14.44] A habit is for us to deny
[01:16.26] Spinning a web of silver lies
[01:18.67] To hide the many agonies
[01:20.72] All around us, for every being
[01:23.19] We seem happier reduced by hunger
[01:25.03] Flattering ourselves to be starved
[01:27.42] Utterly craving for all that lies beyond our grasp
[01:35.77] On the path of darkness and desire
[01:41.63] A sweet scent of extinguished fire
[01:46.13] We're getting worse, eager to curse
[01:48.34] Not the curtain, but what's behind
[01:50.93] Intoxicated within the smell of humankind
[02:00.09] Today should be like every remaining day
[02:02.19] Definitely all that I ask for
[02:04.60] Whatever the moment when I'll go away
[02:06.67] That does not change anything at all
[02:09.16] Happiness is complete in the here and now
[02:11.54] It will not increase with a longer time
[02:13.94] No other place but where I'm sitting down
[02:16.04] This one quiet throne that I recognize as mine
[03:23.13] A busy life and good relations
[03:34.57] Just like everybody else
[03:36.98] Meeting these people's expectations
[03:39.31] Worrying about judgments
[03:41.45] But in my chest this acute pain
[03:43.61] This unusual taste in my mouth
[03:46.07] And all that counted now seems vain
[03:48.46] Suddenly overwhelmed by doubt
[03:50.88] I cannot be struck by these throes
[03:52.98] With all my feelings and my thoughts
[03:55.34] It would be too much awful woes
[03:57.71] That my efforts had been for naught
[05:42.83] On the chase of dreams and their demise
[05:47.31] A sense of nonsense in disguise
[05:51.63] This is not fair, we cannot bear
[05:54.03] Yet another kind of torment
[05:56.45] So disappointed, in absolute bewilderment
[06:03.35] Today should be like every remaining day
[06:08.12] Definitely all that I ask for
[06:10.27] Whatever the moment when I'll go away
[06:12.69] That does not change anything at all
[06:14.86] Happiness is complete in the here and now
[06:16.99] It will not increase with a longer time
[06:19.38] No other place but where I'm sitting down
[06:21.46] This one quiet throne that I recognize as mine
[06:24.19] Maybe it is going to take me nowhere
[06:28.45] But I reckon not having to go anywhere
[06:32.92] I don't keep any illusion to hold dear
[06:38.33] I just need to be ready to disappear
[08:27.78] Void comes from the self alone
[08:37.08] Fear from what we believe we own
[08:46.15] Stoics across time give an advice
[08:55.76] May death be daily before our eyes
[09:05.86]