Ptxd

[00:00.25] P-T-X-D
[00:02.35] Look at what you did to me
[00:04.06] Tore my fucking heart out
[00:07.68] All these symptoms
[00:09.77] My therapist was right
[00:11.14] I should have listened
[00:15.08] I'm not a victim
[00:17.37] But you managed to rewire my nervous system
[00:23.09] It's one hell of a trauma
[00:24.73] Left me alone with the drama
[00:26.84] I'm overthinking and reading between lines
[00:30.78] Oh, I'm so easily triggered
[00:32.57] I thought my skin would be thicker
[00:34.53] 'Cause I promised myself that I'd be fine
[00:37.88] Now I got
[00:39.22] P-T-X-D
[00:41.07] Look at what you did to me
[00:42.80] Tore my fucking heart out
[00:44.87] Ruined all my memories
[00:46.53] P-T-X-D
[00:48.66] Ever since you left me
[00:50.77] Scared I might be shutting down
[00:52.42] Now I don't trust nobody
[00:54.60] I couldn't see it when I was in it
[00:58.93] I hate to admit it
[01:01.03] You've given me
[01:02.27] P-T-X-D
[01:04.33] Look at what you did to me
[01:06.04] Post-traumatic ex disorder
[01:08.14] Loving you was fucking torture
[01:10.44] When I was anxious
[01:13.50] You'd love to say I'm just overdramatic
[01:18.90] And your reactions made me so addicted to the panic
[01:26.40] Yeah, it's one hell of a trauma
[01:28.86] Left me alone with the drama
[01:30.57] I'm overthinking and reading between lines
[01:34.04] Oh, I'm so easily triggered
[01:36.44] I thought my skin would be thicker
[01:38.14] 'Cause I promised myself that I'd be fine
[01:41.02] Now I got
[01:42.78] P-T-X-D
[01:44.59] Look at what you did to me
[01:46.60] Tore my fucking heart out
[01:48.35] Ruined all my memories
[01:50.10] P-T-X-D
[01:52.18] Ever since you left me
[01:54.26] Scared I might be shutting down
[01:56.08] Now I don't trust nobody
[01:59.07] I couldn't see it when I was in it
[02:02.84] I hate to admit it
[02:04.60] You've given me
[02:06.04] P-T-X-D
[02:07.70] Look at what you did to me
[02:09.53] Post-traumatic ex disorder
[02:11.64] Loving you was fucking torture
[02:14.85] I wish I was strong enough to tell you
[02:18.34] Loving you's like hell no one should go though
[02:22.02] Doing so much better now that you're gone
[02:26.06] Even with the trauma I'm still better off
[02:29.08] P-T-X-D
[02:31.17] Look at what you did to me
[02:32.89] Tore my fucking heart out
[02:35.07] Ruined all my memories
[02:36.75] Why'd you hurt me?
[02:38.89] You don't even deserve me
[02:40.55] Post-traumatic ex disorder
[02:42.62] Loving you was fucking torture
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