ptxd
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โฑ๏ธ 2:46 duration
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๐ Lyrics
P-T-X-D
Look at what you did to me
Tore my fucking heart out
All these symptoms
My therapist was right
I should have listened
I'm not a victim
But you managed to rewire my nervous system
It's one hell of a trauma
Left me alone with the drama
I'm overthinking and reading between lines
Oh, I'm so easily triggered
I thought my skin would be thicker
'Cause I promised myself that I'd be fine
Now I got
P-T-X-D
Look at what you did to me
Tore my fucking heart out
Ruined all my memories
P-T-X-D
Ever since you left me
Scared I might be shutting down
Now I don't trust nobody
I couldn't see it when I was in it
I hate to admit it
You've given me
P-T-X-D
Look at what you did to me
Post-traumatic ex disorder
Loving you was fucking torture
When I was anxious
You'd love to say I'm just overdramatic
And your reactions made me so addicted to the panic
Yeah, it's one hell of a trauma
Left me alone with the drama
I'm overthinking and reading between lines
Oh, I'm so easily triggered
I thought my skin would be thicker
'Cause I promised myself that I'd be fine
Now I got
P-T-X-D
Look at what you did to me
Tore my fucking heart out
Ruined all my memories
P-T-X-D
Ever since you left me
Scared I might be shutting down
Now I don't trust nobody
I couldn't see it when I was in it
I hate to admit it
You've given me
P-T-X-D
Look at what you did to me
Post-traumatic ex disorder
Loving you was fucking torture
I wish I was strong enough to tell you
Loving you's like hell no one should go though
Doing so much better now that you're gone
Even with the trauma I'm still better off
P-T-X-D
Look at what you did to me
Tore my fucking heart out
Ruined all my memories
Why'd you hurt me?
You don't even deserve me
Post-traumatic ex disorder
Loving you was fucking torture
Look at what you did to me
Tore my fucking heart out
All these symptoms
My therapist was right
I should have listened
I'm not a victim
But you managed to rewire my nervous system
It's one hell of a trauma
Left me alone with the drama
I'm overthinking and reading between lines
Oh, I'm so easily triggered
I thought my skin would be thicker
'Cause I promised myself that I'd be fine
Now I got
P-T-X-D
Look at what you did to me
Tore my fucking heart out
Ruined all my memories
P-T-X-D
Ever since you left me
Scared I might be shutting down
Now I don't trust nobody
I couldn't see it when I was in it
I hate to admit it
You've given me
P-T-X-D
Look at what you did to me
Post-traumatic ex disorder
Loving you was fucking torture
When I was anxious
You'd love to say I'm just overdramatic
And your reactions made me so addicted to the panic
Yeah, it's one hell of a trauma
Left me alone with the drama
I'm overthinking and reading between lines
Oh, I'm so easily triggered
I thought my skin would be thicker
'Cause I promised myself that I'd be fine
Now I got
P-T-X-D
Look at what you did to me
Tore my fucking heart out
Ruined all my memories
P-T-X-D
Ever since you left me
Scared I might be shutting down
Now I don't trust nobody
I couldn't see it when I was in it
I hate to admit it
You've given me
P-T-X-D
Look at what you did to me
Post-traumatic ex disorder
Loving you was fucking torture
I wish I was strong enough to tell you
Loving you's like hell no one should go though
Doing so much better now that you're gone
Even with the trauma I'm still better off
P-T-X-D
Look at what you did to me
Tore my fucking heart out
Ruined all my memories
Why'd you hurt me?
You don't even deserve me
Post-traumatic ex disorder
Loving you was fucking torture
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:00.25] P-T-X-D
[00:02.35] Look at what you did to me
[00:04.06] Tore my fucking heart out
[00:07.68] All these symptoms
[00:09.77] My therapist was right
[00:11.14] I should have listened
[00:15.08] I'm not a victim
[00:17.37] But you managed to rewire my nervous system
[00:23.09] It's one hell of a trauma
[00:24.73] Left me alone with the drama
[00:26.84] I'm overthinking and reading between lines
[00:30.78] Oh, I'm so easily triggered
[00:32.57] I thought my skin would be thicker
[00:34.53] 'Cause I promised myself that I'd be fine
[00:37.88] Now I got
[00:39.22] P-T-X-D
[00:41.07] Look at what you did to me
[00:42.80] Tore my fucking heart out
[00:44.87] Ruined all my memories
[00:46.53] P-T-X-D
[00:48.66] Ever since you left me
[00:50.77] Scared I might be shutting down
[00:52.42] Now I don't trust nobody
[00:54.60] I couldn't see it when I was in it
[00:58.93] I hate to admit it
[01:01.03] You've given me
[01:02.27] P-T-X-D
[01:04.33] Look at what you did to me
[01:06.04] Post-traumatic ex disorder
[01:08.14] Loving you was fucking torture
[01:10.44] When I was anxious
[01:13.50] You'd love to say I'm just overdramatic
[01:18.90] And your reactions made me so addicted to the panic
[01:26.40] Yeah, it's one hell of a trauma
[01:28.86] Left me alone with the drama
[01:30.57] I'm overthinking and reading between lines
[01:34.04] Oh, I'm so easily triggered
[01:36.44] I thought my skin would be thicker
[01:38.14] 'Cause I promised myself that I'd be fine
[01:41.02] Now I got
[01:42.78] P-T-X-D
[01:44.59] Look at what you did to me
[01:46.60] Tore my fucking heart out
[01:48.35] Ruined all my memories
[01:50.10] P-T-X-D
[01:52.18] Ever since you left me
[01:54.26] Scared I might be shutting down
[01:56.08] Now I don't trust nobody
[01:59.07] I couldn't see it when I was in it
[02:02.84] I hate to admit it
[02:04.60] You've given me
[02:06.04] P-T-X-D
[02:07.70] Look at what you did to me
[02:09.53] Post-traumatic ex disorder
[02:11.64] Loving you was fucking torture
[02:14.85] I wish I was strong enough to tell you
[02:18.34] Loving you's like hell no one should go though
[02:22.02] Doing so much better now that you're gone
[02:26.06] Even with the trauma I'm still better off
[02:29.08] P-T-X-D
[02:31.17] Look at what you did to me
[02:32.89] Tore my fucking heart out
[02:35.07] Ruined all my memories
[02:36.75] Why'd you hurt me?
[02:38.89] You don't even deserve me
[02:40.55] Post-traumatic ex disorder
[02:42.62] Loving you was fucking torture
[02:44.93]
[00:02.35] Look at what you did to me
[00:04.06] Tore my fucking heart out
[00:07.68] All these symptoms
[00:09.77] My therapist was right
[00:11.14] I should have listened
[00:15.08] I'm not a victim
[00:17.37] But you managed to rewire my nervous system
[00:23.09] It's one hell of a trauma
[00:24.73] Left me alone with the drama
[00:26.84] I'm overthinking and reading between lines
[00:30.78] Oh, I'm so easily triggered
[00:32.57] I thought my skin would be thicker
[00:34.53] 'Cause I promised myself that I'd be fine
[00:37.88] Now I got
[00:39.22] P-T-X-D
[00:41.07] Look at what you did to me
[00:42.80] Tore my fucking heart out
[00:44.87] Ruined all my memories
[00:46.53] P-T-X-D
[00:48.66] Ever since you left me
[00:50.77] Scared I might be shutting down
[00:52.42] Now I don't trust nobody
[00:54.60] I couldn't see it when I was in it
[00:58.93] I hate to admit it
[01:01.03] You've given me
[01:02.27] P-T-X-D
[01:04.33] Look at what you did to me
[01:06.04] Post-traumatic ex disorder
[01:08.14] Loving you was fucking torture
[01:10.44] When I was anxious
[01:13.50] You'd love to say I'm just overdramatic
[01:18.90] And your reactions made me so addicted to the panic
[01:26.40] Yeah, it's one hell of a trauma
[01:28.86] Left me alone with the drama
[01:30.57] I'm overthinking and reading between lines
[01:34.04] Oh, I'm so easily triggered
[01:36.44] I thought my skin would be thicker
[01:38.14] 'Cause I promised myself that I'd be fine
[01:41.02] Now I got
[01:42.78] P-T-X-D
[01:44.59] Look at what you did to me
[01:46.60] Tore my fucking heart out
[01:48.35] Ruined all my memories
[01:50.10] P-T-X-D
[01:52.18] Ever since you left me
[01:54.26] Scared I might be shutting down
[01:56.08] Now I don't trust nobody
[01:59.07] I couldn't see it when I was in it
[02:02.84] I hate to admit it
[02:04.60] You've given me
[02:06.04] P-T-X-D
[02:07.70] Look at what you did to me
[02:09.53] Post-traumatic ex disorder
[02:11.64] Loving you was fucking torture
[02:14.85] I wish I was strong enough to tell you
[02:18.34] Loving you's like hell no one should go though
[02:22.02] Doing so much better now that you're gone
[02:26.06] Even with the trauma I'm still better off
[02:29.08] P-T-X-D
[02:31.17] Look at what you did to me
[02:32.89] Tore my fucking heart out
[02:35.07] Ruined all my memories
[02:36.75] Why'd you hurt me?
[02:38.89] You don't even deserve me
[02:40.55] Post-traumatic ex disorder
[02:42.62] Loving you was fucking torture
[02:44.93]