Heavy Shadows

I feel it again
Like every single day
No rest, no sleep
White-hot fatigue
All sounds are like
Crunching glass in my head

I feel there is
So much to do
I feel I am
Falling through
Sinking in to the wall
Please just let me be - undone

Turning off the lights again
Even if the shadows are heavy on me
Floating through the fog of day
Fleeing into myself

I feel it again
Like every single day
Sore eyes, choked throat
Dead weight body
Please free me from these
Heavy thoughts in my head

I feel there is
So much to do
I feel I am
Falling through
Sinking into the wall
Heavy shadows on me

I feel I am
Sinking into the wall
Heavy shadows arrrrghh