Deathwish

[00:11.44] Lay In bed all day I'm broken like my empty promises
[00:20.74] Once upon a long long time ago
[00:23.69] I used to have these dreams I thought
[00:26.30] One day I'd find my purpose
[00:28.69] Over time I've realized I'm not
[00:31.86] Conquering the things I fear
[00:34.46] Capable of of breaking through
[00:37.14] Lost the things I once held dear
[00:39.54] I don't know what the fuck to do
[00:41.64] Left beliefs that once defined me
[00:44.22] My best days are long behind me
[00:46.68] Half the time I'm breathing In
[00:49.08] I'm dreaming of the day I finally stop
[00:52.70] Check my feelings at the door
[00:55.15] I don't know what I'm fighting for
[00:57.41] I used to pray things would change
[01:00.38] But now I'm well aware they're not
[01:02.26] Cause I used to say
[01:04.37] Everything will be alright
[01:07.48] But it never will be
[01:09.54] So I stay in my bed
[01:12.20] And I hate when you call
[01:14.63] And say you should come out tonight
[01:17.71] I just bought an ounce
[01:19.82] I'm gonna smoke it instead
[01:22.23] Yeah
[01:23.69]
[01:33.94] Stop fucking telling me I'm fine
[01:36.65] I hate the way you keep your cool
[01:39.52] I'm aware you're always right
[01:41.96] Go on and play me for the fool
[01:44.88] Take the blood out of my veins
[01:47.46] Go on do your worst to me
[01:50.10] I wouldn't wish this type of pain
[01:52.78] On my own worst enemy
[01:54.55] Lay in bed but never sleep
[01:56.98] I tried to fight but I'm too weak
[01:59.55] And Every time I try to speak
[02:02.13] I end up drunk and sobbing on the floor
[02:05.52] Heard you're doing better now
[02:08.09] It makes it worse I don't know how
[02:10.68] The world keeps turning I can't breath
[02:13.24] I just can't do this anymore
[02:15.16] Cause I used to say
[02:17.16] Everything will be alright
[02:20.25] But it never will be
[02:22.60] So I just stay in my bed
[02:25.26] And I hate when you call
[02:27.61] And say you should come out tonight
[02:30.87] I just bought an ounce
[02:32.84] I'm gonna smoke it instead
[02:36.68] I used to pray that everything would be alright
[02:41.32] But nothing could hear me
[02:43.75] Cause there's nothing
[02:45.52] Nothing at all
[02:46.61] Cause I used to say
[02:49.06] Everything will be alright
[02:51.66] But it never will be
[02:54.06] So I just stay in my bed
[02:56.61] And I hate when you call
[02:59.08] And say you should come out tonight
[03:02.22] I just bought an ounce
[03:04.39] I'm gonna smoke it instead
[03:07.44] I used to pray
[03:09.32] Everything would be alright
[03:12.78] But it never will be
[03:14.90] So I stay in my bed
[03:17.51] And I won't take your call
[03:19.91] I'm not going out tonight
[03:23.02] I'll never be alright
[03:25.72] I wish I was dead
[03:28.50] I used to pray that everything would be alright
[03:33.89] But it never will be
[03:36.77] I wish I
[03:38.67] Wish I was dead
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