Undertow

I'm on my own I guess
I'm so alone and stressed
I'm not the only one who is suffering from loneliness
I try to hold my breath
I'm going under slow
That's what happens when you're trapped inside the undertow

I deal with depression
I'm always obsessing I'll never get used to it
My mind is a prison I live in
I'm sinning
I feel like a useless bitch
I picked up the phone and I call
Nobody answers at all
I'm seeking the help
I'm all by myself
I'm banging my head on the wall
I'm seeking attention
I need it
I'm constantly feeling defeated
My life doesn't have any meaning
Something is stunting my breathing

I'm back and forth with these thoughts inside
I think too much and it exhausts my mind

Think about it
It's stupid
It's so depressing it's soothing
Demotivational thoughts just captivate and abuse me
I'm suffering and I hate it
My medication needs changing
I hate the fact that no one cares
What good is it to be famous?

I'm on my own I guess
I'm so alone and stressed
I'm not the only one who is suffering from loneliness
I try to hold my breath
I'm going under slow
That's what happens when you're trapped inside the undertow

No medication
I'm feeling anxious, yeah
I can't even sleep
Only a taste and I'm suffocating man
I can barely breathe
Lately it seem like this
Just nobody that's alone as me
So if my inner demons take control
Then lock me up and throw away the key cuz
I wanna change but
I kinda like how the pain feel
Now I'm all chained up
They got me stuck in the same jail
Up in my brain yeah
I cannot escape it
Man I feel like I'm breaking
I'm going insane with no one to blame
So I gotta face it
Up by myself with nobody else
I'm guessing that I was a problem
But I don't need help
I do it by myself
I already came from the bottom
I ain't no stranger to darkness
In fact this all I know
Feel like my whole life I been walking those lonely road

I'm on my own I guess
I'm so alone and stressed
I'm not the only one who is suffering from loneliness
I try to hold my breath
I'm going under slow
That's what happens when you're trapped inside the undertow