Dwell

[00:04.77] I don't want to say sorry for leaving and hurting you
[00:10.56] 'Cause it's never just sorry, it's conflict passing as truth
[00:16.07] I'm tired of going out dancing and smoking 'til my lips are blue
[00:22.71] I'm getting high to hide the lows
[00:25.24] It's what I do when I'm alone
[00:27.82] Now I stand by the mirror and my fingers are shaking
[00:33.67] Lights that flicker in darkness
[00:35.71] They show me I'm changing
[00:39.55] And there's a kind of elation
[00:41.98] When my heart starts racing
[00:46.23] I'm getting high to hide the lows
[00:48.59] It's what I do when I'm alone
[00:52.01]
[00:56.25] Feel like I haven't come home yet
[01:02.26] But I convince myself
[01:08.02] It's just temporary heartache
[01:10.78] Say 'I'm doing fine'
[01:12.17] But you can tell
[01:14.09] I can't help but dwell
[01:15.61] Now watch me, on the ceiling, as my body floats
[01:20.70] And my head's underwater, with seaweed around my throat
[01:26.42] Then I double down heaving
[01:28.49] I will always leave when I can tell I'm 'bout to blow
[01:32.86] I'm getting high to hide the lows
[01:35.42] It's what I do when I'm alone
[01:39.02]
[01:43.23] Feel like I haven't come home yet
[01:49.05] But I convince myself
[01:54.90] It's just temporary heartache
[01:57.61] Say 'I'm doing fine'
[01:59.14] But you can tell
[02:00.60] I can't help but dwell
[02:02.83]
[02:26.25] Eyes are closed, it's hard to see
[02:28.93] I loved when you held onto me
[02:31.77] But I forgot just how to breathe
[02:34.91] Your touch is just a memory
[02:37.63] This different person, jagged smile
[02:40.73] That loved and lost and over time
[02:43.63] Had dwindled to a dwelling sigh
[02:46.51] And now I wonder who am I?
[02:49.79]
[02:53.44] Feel like I haven't come home yet
[02:59.38] But I convince myself
[03:05.10] It's just temporary heartache
[03:07.88] Say 'I'm doing fine'
[03:09.28] But you can tell
[03:11.15] I can't help but dwell
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