Not Alright

Looking for happiness is like looking for an apology mid-fight

We're not alright we're not alright we're not alright
I'm the best you've got right now
I've invested my time
I have a lesson to teach how to fight I wanna fight

Honestly I think you know it too
Believing in something makes it true

Searching for something good
I don't even know how I feel
Please let me know
Think it's good don't think I know think I know

I just wanted to be content
An apparently impossible intent
I'm not alright I'm not alright I'm not alright

Honestly I think you know it too
Believing in something makes it true
Life could be a picture perfect postcard
But I'm sick and devoted to a lie

I want to be there for you
Like an infant in a well [?]
I'm screaming I'm not alright I'm not alright

I don't know how to be there
But I know how to be oh God [?]
I'm not alright i'm not alright i'm not alright

Honestly I think you know it too
Believing in something makes it true
Well life could be a picture perfect postcard
But I'm sick and devoted to a lie