The Lights

I swear I didn't even turn on the lights
She was like roxanol, yeah, she came in the night
And it came with a price
Oh my, oh my, what a fuckin' surprise
I think I've done it for good
I think I fucked it for life
I let the drugs get in front of my eyes
And for the years without you, and the years that it ain't right

And I can't let by-gones be by-gones
You said there's way more to it than you're right and I'm wrong
And I know I can't make amends, do you want some?
But If I'm honest there's a hole there since you were gone
Though, It haunts me tonight, I know it haunts you for life
I'm so dumb, I'm so reckless
I think I gave up my wife
For a night that I hated, a night filled with white
But my red heart in my hands now, I tell you I will not lie

I swear I didn't even turn on the lights
She was like roxanol, yeah, she came in the night
And it came with a price
Oh my, oh my, what a fucking surprise
I think I've done it for good
I think I fucked it for life
I let the drugs get in front of my eyes
For the years without you and the years that it ain't right

You say you hated me, you say blasphemy
Such a deadly sin led to catastrophy
Now I'm blue and broken pieces back you hand to me
You're convinced there's something wrong with my anatomy
But actually, it must be vanity
I tried convince you of my love out on your balcony
But you ain't havin' it, what a sight to see
It's be raining all week, but that ain't fantasy
Though, it haunts me tonight, I know it haunts you for life
I'm so dumb, I'm so reckless
I think I gave up my wife
For a night that I hated, a night filled with white
But my red heart in my hands now, I tell you I will not lie
I swear I didn't even turn on the lights (I tell you i will not lie)
She was like roxanol, yeah, she came in the night
And it came with a price
Oh my, oh my, what a fuckin' surprise
I think I've done it for good
I think I fucked it for life
Let the drugs get in front of my eyes
And for the years without you and the years that it ain't right