Evolving, Pt. 1

Yeah, I gotta give you the truth
I don't want none of these problems
Shit is heavy I've been weighin' my options
I hope my family is listenin'
Sorry, music has stopped me from visitin'
And I get a text from Arinthia
She know every insecurity other people tryna
Help just ain't gettin' it
Callin' friends just to see what's been up with him
Hello (you have reached the Sprint voicemail box of-)
There goes another one
I just wanna see your face on a call
Other women wouldn't keep me on pause
Readjustin' to when she wasn't involved
Now I'm learnin' what to do when I'm lost
Now I'm twenty seven seconds out from sayin'
Fuck you and fuck it all
I don't need anyone
I don't need nothin' from anyone
I don't need sorry's from anyone
Hopefully I get it right on my own
I gotta stay in my zone
I gotta turn of my phone
I just turned eighteen in March and I got
More problems than a thirty year old
I just turned eighteen in March
But no excuses for it
That's the life that I chose
I don't need nothin' new
I just need to out with the O's for real