Don't Pretend

[00:01.35] I miss that week in the hospital
[00:05.77] Too sick to see you but made sure to call
[00:11.39] It spiraled downward from then when I got sick again
[00:17.06] I'm overwhelmed by it all
[00:23.74] If I could open up enough
[00:30.61] To feel your love
[00:35.84] Maybe it'd be more bearable
[00:41.92] 'Til the treatments end
[00:47.14] But don't pretend that the world has
[00:51.96] Never been good to you
[00:55.48] Don't suspend all your plans
[00:59.02] When you know you should follow through
[01:05.88] I never pushed the limits
[01:09.85] I lived inside them and minded
[01:15.92] Didn't dare ask questions
[01:19.27] Never swam in the deep end
[01:22.18] I was afraid to try
[01:28.23] Now I feel like a bad kid
[01:34.25] 'Cause no one deserves this
[01:40.16] So I'll just sit here quietly
[01:46.46] With my hands folded
[01:52.07] But don't pretend that the world has
[01:56.68] Never been good to you
[02:00.23] Don't suspend all your plans
[02:03.73] When you know you should follow through
[02:08.54] Don't you dare play the victim
[02:12.16] When you have the power to choose
[02:15.85] Don't pretend that the world has never been good to you
[02:40.33] I won't pretend
[02:47.63] I won't pretend
[02:53.06] I won't pretend anymore
[02:56.85] The bad can discover the goodness that hovers
[03:03.52] Over you
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