Going Up In Flames

It's swelling up again in my heart and I can't face it
Or send it back out in the dark like I have before
So I raise my voice at God, tell me, what's Your problem?
And I brace for holy thunder down on my knees
But still there's nothing

So Father, I am up waiting on Your favor
While the hills here are goin' up, goin' up in flames
Father, I am up waiting on Your favor
While the hills here are goin' up, goin' up in flames
And I don't know who to blame

I can't find You in the clouds like when I was younger
And the air that I am breathing now is mostly smoke
And it fills my mind with doubt, did You ever love me?
And I wait for You to come and help me breathe
But still there's nothing

So Father, I am up waiting on Your favor
While the hills here are goin' up, goin' up in flames
Father, I am up waiting on Your favor
While the hills here are goin' up, goin' up in flames
And I don't know who to blame

Know that I see you here without light
Know that I hurt beside you, but in time with opened eyes
You will see every line proving My love divine

Father, I am up waiting in Your favor
While the hills here are goin' up, goin' up in flames
Father, I am up waiting in Your favor
While the hills here are goin' up, goin' up in flames
And I'll keep calling Your name