Hourglass

Yeah
(Ladada-dadada-da)
(Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh)

Still stuck in my head
Locked in a room
With every wrong thing I've said
To scold myself again
Spent half my twenties in a coma, just waiting to die
Grasping at thin air for my purpose in life
Slept through the days, so I could suffer alone through the nights
Now I'm ashamed for wasting all my time

I'm looking into the hourglass
Thoughts racing, I throw my life away
Again

I can't get off the ground (It's so hard to focus)
They say it's only just begun
But I still feel like I'm deteriorating
I reach, and then I drown (Does anyone notice?)
I'll cut the ties and come undone
Back to the bitter end, I'm contemplating

Don't let it bother you
Just shut it off and you'll make it through
But I could never choose
Which words to believe and how I should feel
That's how the story goes
'Cause I can't control the demons of old that bother me
In truth, I never saw it coming
I was running and gunning for something I'll never be

I can't get off the ground (It's so hard to focus)
They say it's only just begun
But I still feel like I'm deteriorating
I reach, and then I drown (Does anyone notice?)
I'll cut the ties and come undone
Back to the bitter end, I'm contemplating now