Diamond Avenue

Diamond avenue
This afternoon
I think about my life and what I have to do
I can't live in fear I got 1 life
Hurt people hurt people that's the way it How goes
I feel like I hurt the people that I love most
And can you tell
The Devil wants me fail
And just to get to heaven man I had go Through hell
Through the pain
Through the shame
Through Everything I became
There's this pain
And this strain
In my veins
I can't contain
I got trust issues everyday
I don't trust anybody even Jesus got Betrayed
My life is a mess
And Now I'm fighting death
I have to chase my dream now I can't die With regret
I guess it's preparation to my goal
Cause all that did was bring a desperation In my soul

Can I live
Like HOV said it can I live
Through everything that I did
Ever since I was a kid
I know this is the life that I really chose to Live
Dear GOD can I live
Yeah, Can I live?
Through everything that I did
Ever since I was kid
I know this is the life that I really chose to Live
Can I live

When I see good
It will test evil
Why do the worst things happen to the best people
I need God
I really need an answer
Why did my Cousin
Have to get cancer
Please tell me why
Is everything for a reason
Cause I don't see a reason if he's no longer Breathing
See that made me doubt every single thing That I believe in
Now I'm looking at this life tryna find the True meaning
I only went to school
To make my parents happy
And now I'm looking in the mirror
Staring at me
I'm Ashamed
I didn't believe in myself enough
To follow my gut and now I feel stuck
God I chase you
Look up and face you
Every time I have a breakdown
I always have a breakthrough
See I'll drop this song
But I might regret it
I pray to God cause I don't know where my Life is headed