Popular Monster

[00:01.30] Yeah
[00:02.84] I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze
[00:07.51] I'm not sure if I should say this, fuck, I'll say it anyway
[00:10.51] Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
[00:13.20] I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah
[00:16.11] I battle with depression, but the question still remains
[00:18.82] Is this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage?
[00:21.51] And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
[00:25.44] Yeah, it's not a fucking phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay?
[00:28.25] Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day
[00:31.40] And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage
[00:33.82] It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
[00:37.72] 'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out
[00:42.36] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
[00:47.63] I'm a popular, popular monster
[00:50.97] I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
[00:57.01] I'm a popular, popular monster
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[01:05.59] I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze
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[01:12.05] Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I replace
[01:14.99] I'm in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace
[01:17.59] How the fuck will I escape if I never close my case?
[01:21.06] Oh my God, I keep on stressing, every second that I waste
[01:23.44] Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take
[01:26.55] But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage
[01:29.54] Yeah, it's not a fucking stage, I just wanna feel okay, okay
[01:32.04] Motherfucker, now you got my attention
[01:35.08] I need to change a couple things 'cause something is missing
[01:37.94] And what if I were to lie? Tell you everything is fine
[01:40.82] Every single fucking day I get closer to the grave, I am terrified
[01:44.17] I fell asleep at the wheel again
[01:46.62] Crashed my car just to feel again
[01:49.93] It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
[01:53.45] 'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out
[01:59.47] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
[02:03.97] I'm a popular, popular monster
[02:05.69] I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
[02:13.19] I'm a popular, popular fucking monster
[02:18.72] Yeah, here we go again, motherfucker, oh
[02:24.43] We're sick and tired of wondering
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[02:32.68] Praying to a god that you don't believe
[02:36.59] We're searching for the truth in the lost and found
[02:39.40] So the question I ask is
[02:41.00] Oh, where the fuck is your god now?
[02:48.46] 'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out
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[02:59.63] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
[03:03.87] I'm a popular, popular monster
[03:07.13] I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
[03:13.25] I'm not a popular, popular monster
[03:18.26] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
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[03:27.08] I'm a popular, popular monster
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