I’m Thinking of Ending Things

[00:39.04] I'm running out of maneuvers
[00:42.40] Something tells me I'm not ready
[00:45.78] And do I still have a future
[00:48.34] If I can't let go of every past mistake that haunts me
[00:55.29] Strength is down to nothing
[00:58.63] And now I don't recognize the sunlight
[01:05.28] I don't know why I wake up anymore
[01:08.41] I can't decide if life's worth fighting for
[01:11.86] How long can I exist on borrowed time
[01:18.15] Outside the walls of worry where I rot
[01:21.46] The world around me changed, but I could not
[01:24.62] How long can I exist on borrowed time
[01:34.35] Chasing the night to fill the dark days
[01:40.83] Drown out the light, cause I don't want to wake
[01:44.12] I never thought that I would end up like this
[01:47.34] Strung out on all the chances I missed
[01:50.60] Living my life never felt more dishonest
[01:53.80] Don't recognize myself today
[01:57.81] I don't know why
[02:01.42] All of the world is alright
[02:04.13] I can't decide
[02:07.99] If I should even try
[02:23.08] I don't know why I wake up anymore
[02:26.27] I can't decide if life's worth fighting for
[02:29.55] How long can I exist on borrowed time
[02:36.00] Outside the walls of worry where I rot
[02:39.33] The world around me changed, but I could not
[02:42.54] How long can I exist on borrowed time
[03:01.66] All of the world feels wrong
[03:04.89] And I can't feel myself no more
[03:08.28] They all seem fine
[03:10.40] But it's just not right in my eyes
[03:14.69] All of the world feels wrong
[03:17.86] And I can't feel myself no more
[03:21.34] They all seem fine
[03:23.39] But it's just not right in my eyes
[03:32.79] In my eyes
[03:40.83] I don't know why I wake up anymore
[03:44.00] I can't decide if life's worth fighting for
[03:47.36] How long can I exist on borrowed time
[03:53.89] Outside the walls of worry where I rot
[03:57.07] The world around me changed, but I could not
[04:00.49] How long can I exist on borrowed time
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