Need to Change

It's five thirty three
I'm awake and my bed is all covered in sweat
I can't sleep
And there's blood on my sheets
Yeah she likes it rough
But I don't think that she likes the things that I love
I need more
Than she wants to give
No-oh-oh-oh
I know, yeah, I know you want me to change
But I'm fucked in the head, I can't break
I know, yeah, I know you want me to change, ooh
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh, yeah
I stopped blaming me
Now I blame god for my ways that you see
I'm a slave
To my self loathing brain
Never thought I'd see a girl like you in this place
Where men are like dogs, and the girls dread the chase
I can tell
You're just numbing the pain
I know, yeah, I know you want me to change
But I'm fucked in the head, I can't break
I know, yeah, I know you want me to change, ooh
I know, yeah, I know you want me to change
But I'm stuck in my ways, it's a shame, I can't break
I know, yeah, I know that I need to change
Oh, oh, yeah
I just needed a fix
Guess my timing was right
You had just joined the mix
I was sold and I needed a taste
Didn't have to put a lot of work into this girl
She saw my contentions and gave me world
I'm in love, but I will fuck this up
Ooh, yeah. yeah, yeah
I know, yeah, I know you want me to change
But I'm fucked in the head, I can't break
I know, yeah, I know you want me to change, ooh
I know, yeah, I know you want me to change
But I'm stuck in my ways, it's a shame
I know, yeah, I know that I need to change
I know that I need to
(Why are you crying?
(I'm not like your last man, I don't give a damn
Why're you still trying? Run back to him now
I'm sure he'll understand)
Why are you crying?
I'm not like your last man, I don't give a damn
Why're you still trying? Run back to him now
I'm sure he'll understand
I know, yeah, I know you want me to change
But I'm fucked in the head, I can't break
I know, yeah, I know you want me to change, ooh (nah)
I know, yeah, I know you want me to change
But I'm stuck in my ways, it's a shame
I know, yeah, I know that I need to change, woah