Who I Am

[00:20.58] Bheka
[00:21.59] Nothing reminds me of who I am
[00:24.09] I tried to find him in who I'm not
[00:26.62] See my type was never in her plans
[00:29.22] Manje i-MCM yakhe incel' i-quart
[00:32.08] I used to have dreams about finding dreams
[00:34.58] Nowadays I'm having dreams about dying dreams
[00:37.21] I wanna die it seems everybody might agree
[00:39.50] I gave this shit my all but ain't nobody gave me half of me
[00:42.56] I need time please, my daughter and I miss this
[00:45.33] I need time and peace but they offer time-pieces
[00:47.97] And if that time-piece on your wrist, really is made of ice
[00:51.12] Can you plеase be kind enough to freezе this?
[00:53.35] "Uno Momento" I, grew from the ghetto
[00:55.65] You, knew me as Senzo, now it's dude with the best flow
[00:58.79] Yah, and everything is free or so I thought
[01:01.48] But this shit cost me the memories of me, who am I?
[01:04.76] My mother told me ye balande
[01:07.37] My mother tells me nothing now
[01:10.27] My mother gave me many things
[01:12.02] But it's not right for to be my mother's everything
[01:14.62] But I think I am, and my brother knows
[01:17.46] And my sister knows, and I think my father knows
[01:20.64] I remind me of me, lost myself when I put all my pride on a beat
[01:24.78] I just had to be dope, get recognized as an eMCee
[01:27.35] Since all o' y'all are woke, I hope you find me when you sleep
[01:30.19] I used to write about you, mara outie yam' angisakwazi
[01:32.92] Ang'sazi how it was, ngathi ngidinga uk'balancwa
[01:35.59] Used to write about you, but now I think it's strange how
[01:38.23] You became a stranger, lost in the paintbrush
[01:41.69] The art was us, the bars was madness
[01:44.06] Your heart found love, your love found marriage
[01:46.83] Your friends made friends, your pen met fans
[01:49.47] You ends then met, you made them dance
[01:52.88] And this I felt, when I was on the road and I missed myself
[01:57.86] I said, this I felt, when I was on the road and I missed myself
[02:03.47] And everything was free or so I thought
[02:05.56] This shit cost me the memories of me, who am I?
[02:08.36] Nothing reminds me of who I am
[02:10.86] I tried to find him in who I'm not
[02:13.42] See my type was never in her plans
[02:15.89] Manje i-MCM yakhe incel' i-quart
[02:18.83] Nothing reminds me of who I am
[02:21.45] I tried to find him in who I'm not
[02:24.04] See my type was never in her plans
[02:26.49] Manje i-MCM yakhe incel' i-quart
[02:29.64] Nothing reminds me of who I am, yeah
[02:40.02] Bheka, I look just like how I remember
[02:42.75] Back when my rhyme book could provide me with answers
[02:45.41] Back when my lines shook and retired some rappers
[02:47.98] Manje ngifunana ne-hook ezovala u-December
[02:50.57] Now I got everybody vibing to the bassline
[02:53.23] Look I got everybody smiling, but where's mine?
[02:55.83] Don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining life's good
[02:58.12] I got some money in the bank, boy ang'tefi, how dare I
[03:01.21] But am I who I wanted to be when I got here
[03:03.89] Or did I leave who I needed when I got here
[03:06.42] Am I seeking for reason or is it quite clear
[03:09.13] That everything changed colour with the dyed hair
[03:11.87] Yeah, I look just like all I forgot
[03:14.65] The innocence of Buttabing and the world in my pot
[03:18.03] Back when everybody was hot
[03:19.92] And I was looking for a pass, instead of taking my shot
[03:23.48] Yeah, besabhek'ukuthi ngiflop'
[03:25.19] Rapping my ass off, and still barely making the crops
[03:27.81] Steady ngibaqedile bonke, eventually gave me my props
[03:30.34] Manje sebethi ngiyiboss, ng'bhek' ama-profit and losses
[03:33.67] He eh, ubani lo?
[03:36.07] Hay' angimazi mina lomuntu obala imali so
[03:38.99] All up in the gram, uphila i-life sho
[03:41.32] But he don't live for his real friends who died for him
[03:44.89] Hhm, amnesia, kodwa makaya e-studio it's "I need'ya"
[03:50.09] Hhm, timekeeper, please let him know it's quarter passed leisure
[03:55.96] Ngoba siyam'dinga
[03:57.63] Lo ak'siyi le type engathi i-life iyam'lead-a
[04:00.63] Yeah, kodwa i-waar yinja, ngoba naye makes'bheka ngathi angazi phika
[04:05.74] Rhaa phoo sies, fok the chankura imsind' inhloko
[04:10.97] It got dude but a dick and balls
[04:13.45] I guess time took him, gone
[04:16.80] I guess I created a beast
[04:18.68] I made a lot of promises that I can barely keep
[04:21.13] Like I'ma be by your side in the face of defeat
[04:23.97] And hold you down, at least 'til they play me a beat, hm
[04:27.51] Mculo ndini, bhuk' ung'yenzeni
[04:29.37] I used to be that young dude with a book and a pen
[04:31.88] On your porch, ngikhokhoda but lutho ungaveli
[04:34.71] And khani uvula manje, I knew this shit then
[04:37.98] Yeah, I love you though
[04:40.00] I know my woman probably thinks I love you more
[04:43.25] Yeah, and we start arguing
[04:45.65] And during that I probably say, "Ah, you win"
[04:48.76] I know, corny shit, call me back
[04:51.38] I tried to call you, izokhona yini?
[04:53.88] Yeah, I'm on my Cornor shit
[04:56.05] You said you'd call, kodwa ang'sa khoni, usa khona yini?
[04:59.38] Uhm, what's this about?
[05:01.47] Trying to get to your or the biggest amount
[05:05.69] Ngicela ungang'doubt-i, I'm still a king
[05:07.44] Just a lot shit to figure out
[05:09.63] I need you now
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