Try

Tell my parents that I made it
That all their hopes for me weren't wasted
Tell my friends that I'm okay now
Felt better to burn up than to fade out
I get caught up in empty dreamin'
Spinning blind in all the [?]
The more I thrash the more I sink
Stop holding out for anything

Maybe all you can hope for is a kind face when you die
Someone to leave the light on when you're coming at night
I don't know if that's love, but I'm likin' it alright
And I'd kinda like to be yours if you'd like to let me try

And maybe this is how this thing еnds
When you're too sick of it to pretеnd
And there's more to life than chasing these highs
Strung on illusions in your mind
Maybe there's no use in changin'
You turn around but head the same way
The more you search the less you find
I got my thoughts and that's alright

Maybe all you can hope for is a kind face when you die
Someone to leave the light on when you're coming at night
I don't know if that's love, but I'm likin' it alright
And I'd kinda like to be yours if you'd like to let me try

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Maybe all you can hope for is a kind face when you die
Someone to leave the light on when you're coming at night
I don't know if that's love, but I'm likin' it alright
And I'd kinda like to be yours if you'd like to let me try