Capsized

[00:10.70] Yeah, fallin' fast, I get smacked by the concrete
[00:13.82] Knees scraped while I get to spittin' out teeth
[00:16.33] Heartbroke, but it been like that since seventeen
[00:19.04] I've been gettin' pretty used to pourin' kerosine
[00:21.64] Over everything, just to get me through the storm
[00:24.11] That's what you do when there's nobody to keep you warm
[00:26.66] Know I been a shelter to too many who can't do the same
[00:29.08] Take, take, take from my fire 'til they kill my flame
[00:31.76] Stay, stay, stay, all I wanted anyone to do
[00:34.19] Play, play, play with my heart, I think I'm overdue
[00:36.88] For someone who love me as completely as I tend to do
[00:39.25] I get thinkin' 'bout it 'round the hours between ten and two
[00:41.88] Wrong place, wrong time, who am I supposed to find?
[00:44.34] I thought it was you but you showed me you were never mine
[00:46.92] Everything was not enough
[00:48.62] I still got a heart but the cracks started addin' up
[00:51.28] I just wanna know how, I just wanna know how
[00:56.67] You can take someone who just lifts
[00:58.74] You up and decide you could let them down
[01:01.46] I just wanna know how, I just wanna know how
[01:07.05] How you look in my eyes
[01:08.55] Watch the ship capsize, and decide you can let me drown
[01:11.50] I just wanna know how, I just wanna know how
[01:16.56] I just wanna know
[01:18.21] How you gonna treat me like the only one?
[01:20.67] Turn around and leave me like I never was
[01:22.73] Tell me that you need me when you had nobody else
[01:24.98] I'm a human, not a toy you get to put back on the shelf
[01:27.41] It's my own fault, I know where I tend to look for love
[01:30.24] It's a hell that I'm acquainted with, I love it like a drug
[01:32.52] Gonna kill me and I know it but it turned me to a poet
[01:35.11] Waterworks in my eyes but it gets the music flowin'
[01:37.76] I
[01:39.26] Look for light
[01:41.45] In the darkest places
[01:43.81] And I lose my light
[01:46.37] To the darkest spaces
[01:47.92] Always see the good in people who won't ever do the same
[01:50.59] Fall in love with fillin' cracks like Kintsugi was a game
[01:53.23] I go all against my logic, I'm a sucker for the pain
[01:55.42] Must be something from my childhood, I feel it in my veins
[01:58.17] When I'm chasing after something that ain't easy to attain
[02:00.59] Probably why I'm making music, I'm a sucker for the chase
[02:03.10] Always runnin' after goals that aren't ready for the race
[02:05.71] Think I'm runnin' towards love but I'm runnin' in place
[02:07.62] I just wanna know how, I just wanna know how
[02:13.32] You can take someone who just lifts
[02:15.20] You up and decide you could let them down
[02:17.99] I just wanna know how, I just wanna know how
[02:23.56] How you look in my eyes
[02:24.96] Watch the ship capsize, and decide you can let me drown
[02:28.15] I just wanna know how, I just wanna know how
[02:33.21] I just wanna know
[02:37.97] Oh, I just wanna know
[02:43.11] Oh, I just wanna know
[02:48.02] Oh, I just wanna know
[02:50.64] Oh, I just wanna know
[02:53.14] Oh, I just wanna know
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