Why Can't Nothing Seem To Ever Go Right?

How come everything never seems to go right
Stuck up with my thoughts
Just another cold night
Why do I keep on trying
I don't really know why
If I needed fate to free me of the pain
I don't mind
How come everything never seems to go right
Stuck up with my thoughts
Just another cold night
Why do I keep on trying
I don't really know why
If I needed fate to free me of the pain
I don't mind
Lately I feel like I don't want to go on
Tired of this shit it's the same old song
Sayonara now this is goodbye so long
That's what I want to say
But I know it's so wrong
Never seems to end it's a vicious cycle
I don't want to disappoint the people I love
Trying hard to win but I know I lose the fight
I'm bad at decisions
Never seem to make the right ones
I'm in a dark place
Don't want to cause heartbreak
With false hope
I scarred them
I pray that they don't hate me
How come everything never seems to go right
Stuck up with my thoughts
Just another cold night
Why do I keep on trying
I don't really know why
If I needed fate to free me of the pain
I don't mind
How come everything never seems to go right
Stuck up with my thoughts
Just another cold night
Why do I keep on trying
I don't really know why
If I needed fate to free me of the pain
I don't mind