Dying (feat. Mesus)

[00:00.91] Oh, I think I'm dying
[00:06.59] All the monsters are all out
[00:09.74] Oh, I think I'm dying
[00:12.73] I wish I was all around
[00:17.38] Oh, I think I'm dying
[00:18.32] I'm gonna keep it real, what ya know about takin' pills
[00:20.84] Poppin' these Xan's, panic attacks
[00:23.05] Losin' my mind, feel like I'm dyin', ha
[00:25.14] I can't believe what I'm sayin'
[00:26.59] You thinkin' I'm playin', I'm diggin' my grave, right now
[00:28.99] I'm crazy, you'd probably kill yourself
[00:30.49] If you knew the shit that I was thinkin' about, ha ha
[00:33.47] How can I breathe, cuttin' my sleeve
[00:35.37] I'm watchin' it bleed
[00:36.54] Maybe that will take the pain away
[00:37.74] No more rainy days
[00:38.64] You talkin' to me?
[00:39.83] Just let me be, I need some sleep
[00:41.78] Why you think I cut so deep?
[00:43.48] You'll never see what's underneath
[00:44.91] Please I need some peace
[00:46.94] I'm gonna keep it real, I'm gonna speak how I feel
[00:49.10] When I'm drivin', feel like swervin' the wheel
[00:51.07] Right and a left, you think that I'm playin'
[00:52.76] I'm treatin' every song, I'm writin' my will, yeah
[00:55.17] This one right here's for everyone out
[00:57.37] There that's like me, battle depression
[00:58.73] Been to hell and back, and I can tell that I
[01:00.70] Go back, and just can't learn my lesson, yeah
[01:02.73] Countin' my blessin's, but suck at the math
[01:04.60] So, every blessin' I keep cuttin' in half
[01:06.33] So, all of my problems keep addin' up
[01:07.63] While my solutions keep cuttin' in half, yeah, yeah, yeah
[01:10.94] Know that they hate me, they say that they love me
[01:13.45] Don't call me crazy but, I need the company
[01:15.02] So, fuck with me, though, yeah
[01:17.07] Oh, I think I'm dying
[01:19.98] All the monsters are all out
[01:23.56] Oh, I think I'm dying
[01:27.19] I wish I was all around
[01:30.77] Oh, I think I'm dying
[01:32.96] I'm gonna keep it a mil, last year I made a million
[01:35.38] Still, it ain't change how I feel
[01:36.84] Still fuckin' with the same bottle of pills
[01:38.22] Went from my brother's basement, to a house with no payments
[01:40.73] And dealin' with fuckers, that I wanna kill
[01:43.08] I gotta chill, I don't know how
[01:44.78] I wish you could feel what I'm talkin' about
[01:46.44] I'm all by myself, talkin' out loud
[01:48.46] No one can help, I feel like I'm drowin', ha-ha
[01:51.16] Shit is so cold, I'm losin' control
[01:52.55] I'm losin' my soul but, I know I never sold it, no
[01:55.10] Devil must have stole it, yeah
[01:57.06] And that mothafucker is gonna have to deal with me
[01:59.52] If I go to hell, I'm takin' over
[02:00.88] I'm gonna keep it a secret
[02:01.94] I ain't gon' tell nobody about these
[02:03.19] Thoughts that are creepin' into my mind
[02:04.71] So, you think that I'm fine
[02:06.25] You think that I'm lyin', and I'm
[02:07.43] Cryin' out wolf, when I say that I'm dyin, ah
[02:08.51] I ain't gon' tell nobody that I'm scared of keepin' guns in the house
[02:12.06] I ain't gon' tell nobody that I actually put guns in my mouth
[02:14.26] Fuck you know about
[02:15.55] Russian roulette with a loaded gun
[02:16.92] Handle of vodka, and still ain't drunk
[02:18.97] I cannot tell nobody that I'm suicidal, no, I just keep it bottled up
[02:22.62] Bottle of pills are the heal of pain, razor play, cross my veins
[02:24.79] Cross my heart, hope to die, jump in front of trains
[02:26.93] No, I'm not fuckin' playin', snortin a bunch of cain
[02:28.72] Thinkin' it's just a game, 'til I blow out my fuckin' brains
[02:30.77] Oh, I think I'm dying
[02:33.39] All the monsters are all out
[02:37.71] Oh, I think I'm dying
[02:41.32] I wish I was all around
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