I'm Sorry

[00:28.99] Yeah, lust isn't love when we want it to be
[00:33.82] I guess that's what I've learned
[00:35.42] You said your sorries, here's my turn
[00:37.13] Yeah, too long for me to say these words
[00:39.48] Two hours every weekend when I drove to your house
[00:41.54] Spending all our day with your dog on the couch
[00:43.70] Falling for you when I don't know what I'm about
[00:45.53] Two lonely kids said they figured it out
[00:47.64] It wasn't real, though our feelings were
[00:49.88] You love me more, I hurt you more
[00:51.47] You like to drink so your feelings pour
[00:53.46] I treated you like I do a storm
[00:55.69] I stayed in while your tears pour
[00:57.74] I ran away when the wind blew
[00:59.77] You tried to fix everything we went through
[01:01.56] All I ever did was change, you blame me, I don't blame you
[01:03.76] Closer to God, the more distant I felt
[01:05.83] Ocean of love turned to a mountain of guilt
[01:07.55] I hate the way that I dealt with you and myself
[01:09.74] All the hours saving us, I wasn't, I couldn't tell
[01:12.00] 'Cause all you ever did was listen
[01:13.76] I disregarded what you felt and thought
[01:15.87] You were scared to tell me anything
[01:18.12] All we ever did was fought
[01:19.69] But you gave me your heart
[01:21.05] And I couldn't hand it back
[01:21.81] Gave me a chance, but I couldn't make it last
[01:23.83] Left you my things 'cause I couldn't go back
[01:25.72] And feel everything I coulda had
[01:28.37] I was in a dark place, I ain't blaming anybody else
[01:32.19] I could never be the man that you want me to be
[01:33.90] When I did, I lost everything else, so
[01:36.29] I'm sorry
[01:38.92] I'm sorry for everything I put you through
[01:43.24] I'm sorry for the things that I said to you
[01:47.08] I'm sorry for the way that I am to you
[01:51.65] I'm sorry
[01:55.24] I'm sorry 'cause I know that I let you down
[01:59.10] I'm sorry 'cause I know I won't be around
[02:02.99] I'm sorry for everything
[02:07.73] I'm sorry
[02:11.89] I'm sorry
[02:15.85] I'm sorry
[02:19.92] I'm sorry
[02:23.61] Who knows where the wind blows?
[02:25.73] Who knows where the pain goes?
[02:27.90] How does someone know your soul
[02:28.98] Then you wonder where they went
[02:29.96] While you're looking out the window?
[02:32.14] Best friends with strangers
[02:34.21] Were they even friends at all?
[02:35.76] Turn a new leaf in the fall, so they leave me to fall
[02:37.90] See em' change like leaves in the fall, yeah
[02:40.09] Is anything real at all?
[02:41.27] Looking at the mirror, red eyes, God, I need a call
[02:43.08] Tell me that You're here, I wonder if I'm even me at all
[02:45.04] Lately, I don't feel it
[02:46.29] It ain't real 'til you know it's gone
[02:48.02] I just hate how we left things
[02:50.05] So I owe you this letter that I wrote
[02:51.86] Only two ways a love dies
[02:53.92] It blows up or it fades slow (I'm sorry)
[02:58.15] There's a knot in my chest and it won't untie
[02:59.86] No matter what, I'm always there
[03:01.03] Another one of my lies
[03:02.09] Boxes of promises all on the side
[03:04.05] I'm not there 'cause I know you're doing better
[03:05.10] I'm not there 'cause I know it hurts
[03:08.02] I'm not there 'cause of all of this
[03:10.05] I'm not there 'cause I make you worse
[03:12.08] I'm sorry
[03:15.25] I'm sorry for everything I put you through
[03:19.23] I'm sorry for the things that I said to you
[03:23.14] I'm sorry for the way that I am to you
[03:28.09] I'm sorry
[03:31.26] I'm sorry 'cause I know that I let you down
[03:35.36] I'm sorry 'cause I know I won't be around
[03:39.08] I'm sorry for everything
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