Drowning

[00:13.64] Got a nice tight grip,
[00:37.68] So do I slice the wrist
[00:39.95] Like this?
[00:40.83] First and final performance
[00:42.13] Up on that violin
[00:43.28] No encore, standing
[00:44.95] Ovation then I'm gone
[00:45.95] Dark blood, red in my glass,
[00:47.57] I hit the floor
[00:48.52] Shattered I will drown
[00:49.91] In the pool of broken souls
[00:51.21] Not a single memory of
[00:52.54] When my days were golden
[00:53.96] Either way the finale is
[00:55.12] When the casket makes
[00:56.02] The grand closing
[00:56.83] To the dirt where I started,
[00:57.81] Forget a platinum coffin
[00:59.27] Plant my body in the dirt
[01:00.42] I'll grow a famine
[01:01.13] For the heartless
[01:02.03] Take me to a lower plane
[01:04.48] Anchors on my ankles
[01:05.95] Tied with everything
[01:06.89] I've gained and
[01:07.74] I'm drowning
[01:08.69] I'm still holding on,
[01:11.07] To all my broken dreams
[01:13.18] Shadows from my past
[01:14.18] Keeps trying to get
[01:15.10] The best of me, hey
[01:17.33] And I'm still holding on,
[01:21.48] When I'm hearing your voice,
[01:23.86] I know this is right
[01:25.26] Where I want to be, hey
[01:28.51] I'm drowning
[01:30.54] I'm drowning
[01:34.92] I still keep holding on
[01:37.77] Got a nice tight grip,
[01:49.31] So do I slice
[01:49.95] The wrist like this
[01:50.48] First and final
[01:51.23] Performance up on that violin
[01:51.69] No encore, standing
[01:52.05] Ovation then I'm gone
[01:52.26] Dark blood, red in my glass,
[01:52.51] I hit the floor
[01:52.78] Shattered I will drown
[01:52.97] In the pool of broken souls
[01:53.19] Not a single memory of
[01:53.41] When my days were golden
[01:53.60] Either way when that casket
[01:53.82] Makes the grand closing
[01:54.09] To the dirt where I started,
[01:54.26] Forget a platinum coffin
[01:54.52] Plant my body in the dirt
[01:54.73] I'll grow a famine
[01:55.55] For the heartless
[01:55.70] Take me to another plane
[01:55.91] Anchors on my ankles tied
[01:56.44] With everything
[01:56.60] I've gained and I'm drowning
[01:56.94] I'm still holding on,
[01:57.32] To all my broken dreams
[01:57.77] To all my broken dreams,
[01:58.11] Shadows from my past
[01:58.53] Keeps trying to get
[01:58.82] The best of me, hey
[01:59.13] And I'm still holding on,
[01:59.41] When I'm hearing your voice,
[01:59.64] I know this is right
[01:59.88] Where I want to be
[02:00.00] Mom's in the kitchen,
[02:00.78] Washing dishes with her tears
[02:00.98] Got me fiending
[02:01.25] For success damn
[02:01.44] I'm wishing it was here
[02:01.79] Ballers on the yachts
[02:01.94] Fishing with official gear
[02:02.11] But I can still catch a winner
[02:03.09] While I'm fishing
[02:03.45] Off the peers
[02:03.62] I can eat pride
[02:04.02] But it brings sharp pains
[02:04.34] To my heart, veins being
[02:04.78] Humble is hard thang
[02:05.14] Is a product of the earth?
[02:05.78] Destined to be cursed?
[02:06.14] Life's a bitch can't
[02:06.64] Make this work, damn it
[02:07.19] Hurts every time we flirt
[02:07.59] My status minimum worth,
[02:07.95] And it won't stop falling
[02:08.44] Them high rollers,
[02:08.81] Shot callers hope
[02:09.33] I don't stop crawling
[02:09.77] My right hand man said
[02:10.16] That I have what it takes
[02:10.75] To blow out these
[02:11.40] Candle rappers and bring home
[02:11.86] The sweetest cake,
[02:12.30] What a waste
[02:13.40] I'm still holding on,
[02:15.16] To all my broken dreams
[02:17.18] To all my broken dreams,
[02:17.77] Shadows from my past
[02:18.62] Keeps trying to get
[02:19.12] The best of me, hey
[02:23.07] And I'm still holding on,
[02:25.76] When I'm hearing your voice,
[02:27.64] I know this is right
[02:28.77] Where I want to be
[02:32.81] I'm drowning
[02:35.56] I'm drowning
[02:38.68] I still keep holding on
[02:41.86] Forever I want to
[02:45.05] Drown down here,
[02:46.23] Nobody else seems to care,
[02:48.84] Please don't make a sound,
[02:51.80] It's all about me right now
[02:54.88] Why the hell am I here for?
[02:56.34] Why the hell am I here for?
[02:59.29] Tell me now I'm still holding on,
[03:08.03] To all my broken dreams
[03:10.38] To all my broken dreams,
[03:11.01] Shadows from my past
[03:14.46] Keeps trying to get
[03:14.85] The best of me, hey
[03:16.26] And I'm still holding on,
[03:18.82] When I'm hearing your voice,
[03:21.05] I know this is right
[03:22.13] Where I want to be
[03:26.22] I'm drowning
[03:29.34] I'm drowning
[03:32.10] I still keep holding on
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