Disconnect

[00:08.62] These things which I so often wonder
[00:12.19] This need to create myself
[00:15.26] Frustration forgotten through slumber
[00:18.82] It's there when I wake
[00:22.20] Defeated before I rise
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[00:36.65] And I'd pull myself out of his mire
[00:40.35] If I could collect my strength
[00:43.50] Or muster an ounce of desire
[00:47.01] Finding the words, and making them mine
[00:54.25] Is there somewhere
[00:56.39] I could seperate this feeling
[01:00.94] From memory, disconnect myself from me?
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[01:14.96] Desire inside to mistreat you
[01:18.36] It pushes words out of my mouth
[01:21.63] This cyclical pattern I feed you
[01:24.87] The back and forth
[01:28.29] And up and down
[01:31.61] But still here you are
[01:39.18] Is there somewhere
[01:41.27] I could separate this feeling
[01:45.82] From memory, disconnect myself from me?
[01:52.25] Behind this veil of pious revelation
[01:59.04] I'll close my eyes and look for worth inside
[02:05.23] 'Cause I
[02:12.04] I don't deserve you
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[02:34.67] Relinquishing hope for the future
[02:38.13] I try not to hate it so
[02:41.53] But you are a bridge to those memories
[02:44.90] I try to forget, if you only knew
[02:59.04] Is there somewhere
[03:01.16] I could separate this feeling
[03:05.65] From memory, disconnect myself from me?
[03:12.28] Behind this veil of pious revelation
[03:18.60] I'll close my eyes and look for worth inside
[03:25.67] Is there somewhere to occupy emotion?
[03:32.22] A room to keep my rage away from you?
[03:38.89] Just tell me when these hopeless days are over
[03:45.44] I'll open my eyes and see my new sun rise
[03:51.64] Cause I
[03:58.27] I don't deserve this, oh
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