A Living Nightmare

[00:18.59] I don't know if hell is certain
[00:20.67] But I pray that you'll be burning
[00:22.50] You treated me just like a vermin
[00:24.33] Fuck you for this lifelong burden
[00:26.61] I can't succeed
[00:28.31] Without remembering what you did to me
[00:30.48] I can't forgive
[00:32.20] You should've never fucking let me live
[00:34.75] I wish that I could forgive you
[00:36.65] But I feel it still
[00:38.66] I wish that I could forget you
[00:40.76] But I never will
[00:42.68] To tell the truth
[00:44.52] I just want my youth back
[00:47.32] The life that was ripped from me
[00:50.53] Looking back it should've killed me
[00:54.18] (Killed me)
[00:55.03] I'd trade it all
[00:55.80] Just to have a normal life
[00:58.42] You know you ruined me completely
[01:02.53] (Completely)
[01:03.18] A living nightmare
[01:03.97] You still keep me up at night
[01:06.55] Your morality was on the fence
[01:10.69] Your depravity at my expense
[01:14.43] Your sick sadistic mind exposed
[01:18.27] All you are is all I loathe
[01:22.56] I wish that I could forgive you
[01:25.15] But I feel it still
[01:26.63] I wish that I could forget you
[01:29.15] But I never will
[01:30.64] To tell the truth
[01:32.50] I just want my youth back
[01:35.36] The life that was ripped from me
[01:38.57] As you played God
[01:40.61] Tried to warp my mind
[01:42.48] Drained me of love
[01:44.15] And left my innocence behind
[01:46.61] How do you like me now
[01:48.53] I'm still alive somehow
[01:51.11] And I can tell you this
[01:53.07] Nothing haunts me
[01:55.19] Lambs to the slaughter
[01:57.19] You fucking monster
[01:59.49] You have no right to get to live your life
[02:02.22] Not an ounce of mercy
[02:03.93] You cursed me
[02:05.28] Did me so dirty
[02:06.55] You left me feeling so unworthy
[02:10.54] You made me feel cheap
[02:12.40] Burned me inside my bed
[02:14.69] And now my life is bleak
[02:16.32] Because your threats ring in my head
[02:18.68] Let me tell you
[02:20.15] It takes one to know one
[02:22.22] You're by yourself
[02:23.91] There's nowhere left for you to run
[02:26.72] I wish that I could forgive you
[02:30.89] But you remind me
[02:32.57] Some scars are the truth
[02:34.26] Accused and abused
[02:35.95] You owned the room
[02:38.01] I'll take care of me
[02:40.85] Instead of you
[02:42.50] I wish that I could forgive you
[02:44.98] But I feel it still
[02:46.66] I wish that I could forget you
[02:49.18] But I never will
[02:50.84] To tell the truth
[02:52.78] I just want my youth back
[02:55.52] The life that was ripped from me
[02:58.75] I wish that I could forgive you
[03:01.16] But I feel it still
[03:02.61] I wish that I could forget you
[03:04.75] But I never will
[03:06.65] To tell the truth
[03:08.53] I just want my youth back
[03:11.58] The life that was ripped from me
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