Demons in My Orbit

[00:00.68] They keep tellin' me to love myself
[00:04.63] How the fuck do you love yourself
[00:07.00] When you know, you-you don't even know
[00:10.17] Who the fuck you are anymore? Huh
[00:13.45] Like you feel like you reach your breakin' point
[00:16.52] Every fucking day, and it's just
[00:20.10] It's hard, man
[00:21.75] They don't wanna talk
[00:23.31] They don't wanna feel
[00:24.57] The voices in my head sayin'
[00:26.01] I don't think I'm real
[00:27.36] They don't wanna talk
[00:28.78] They don't wanna feel
[00:29.99] The voices in my head sayin'
[00:31.27] I don't think I'm-
[00:32.40] They don't wanna talk
[00:33.93] They don't wanna feel
[00:35.11] The voices in my head sayin'
[00:36.61] I don't think I'm real
[00:37.98] I don't think I'm real
[00:39.30] I don't think I'm real
[00:40.55] I don't think I'm real
[00:41.95] I don't think I'm-
[00:42.26] Yeah, I don't know where my head's been at
[00:44.95] And I've been feelin' like a nuisance just because of that
[00:47.68] It's like a headache, but the funny thing about it's that
[00:50.22] The pain won't go away 'til my brain go splat
[00:52.92] And I've been tryin' to decode myself, figure my shit out
[00:56.33] Get a better grip and spark the spliff that's in my mouth
[00:59.08] I can't cope without the dope and time's just runnin' out
[01:01.63] Losin' my patience, I'm vacant, a hollow body now
[01:04.10] I'm findin' other ways to try to cope with all the pain
[01:06.52] And if I'm bein' honest with you, baby, I am not okay
[01:09.13] The fucking voice inside my head is drivin' me insane
[01:11.68] And silence kills me, lately it just hasn't been the same
[01:14.57] Lost in my head, lost in my mind
[01:17.35] Tellin' myself that I'll be just fine
[01:19.99] Nothing's okay and nothing's alright
[01:22.43] Smokin' all day, cryin' all night
[01:25.47] And what the fuck you expect from the kid?
[01:27.56] I got demons in my orbit that I'm tryin' to rid
[01:30.25] Of all the shit that I deal with, I act on a whim
[01:32.93] I'm like a fish outta water tryin' to swim, ah
[01:36.25] Bedroom dweller, I'm feelin' so fucking stellar
[01:38.54] When I empty my clip into the chest of the teller
[01:41.00] Killed the man inside of me that's been lane switchin' better
[01:43.76] Grab the .9, grip the trigger, this my suicide letter
[01:46.09]
[01:51.17] They don't wanna talk
[01:52.71] They don't wanna feel
[01:53.88] The voices in my head sayin'
[01:55.35] I don't think I'm real
[01:56.61] They don't wanna talk
[01:58.03] They don't wanna feel
[01:59.31] The voices in my head sayin'
[02:00.67] I don't think I'm-
[02:01.99] They don't wanna talk
[02:03.29] They don't wanna feel
[02:04.49] The voices in my head sayin'
[02:06.02] I don't think I'm real
[02:07.23] I don't think I'm real
[02:08.78] I don't think I'm real
[02:09.96] I don't think I'm real
[02:11.15] I don't think I'm-
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