Noddin' Off

Apocalypse at my fingertips,
I can't distinguish what is real.
Push the plunger in the warm rush begins.
I'm noddin' off at the wheel.
Things haven't been the same since you said good-bye.
I've been doing things i thought i swore i'd never do,
Just to stay alive.
If i had blinked, i would have never of met you.
Could have lived my life content.
But now here i am fucked up again,
Life can be silent torment.
I knew you'd never stay, right from the start.
That's what i get for diving in head first.
My life feels like it's falling apart.
I'm a loser, i'm a failure, i'm a fuck up to the core.
I've been falling down so much,
Don't bother getting up anymore.
I can't explain the emptiness that i feel,
As i drive into oblivion, i'm noddin' off at the wheel