...so they left me at a gas station

"Hey" i said in my head, you told me to stop talking. my words stayed put obediently and subsequently i'm tracing the lines of my spinelessness tonight.

I go past all of my half-heart starts, words that fell apart.
I get tangled up in loose-leaf thoughts, rewrite them 'til they fall,
And wallow in the thought that i might not ever start.

So have i been forgotten? oh yeah, i've been forgotten. i don't see the silver lining, i give up on trying.

From pacing to facing my problems, questions seem to haunt them.
My habits, they persist. constant reminders of my purposeless, i'm insignificant.

But i don't remember anymore.

I know all this will come to pass, please god, just make it fast.
I watched the door close as you left and traces filled my head.

So maybe i've got a lot to tell you. forgive me, i don't know where to start.