know my loneliness

I hold this inside, I'm scared that I might
Just suffer alone until I die
I'm far from the light,
There's no one in sight
And I don't know how to feel right

How did I get like this?
I'm a failure to coexist lately
Nobody knows me best like
I know my lonely
Know my loneliness

I'm severing ties and I don't know why
I'm watching the days roll into nights
It's never the time, I guess that it's fine
I'm stuck in a fragile state of mind

There's never a reason,
It might be the season
I'm caught in a feeling
I can't shake now
It's not any secret,
I struggle to speak up
I think I might erupt,
Someone save me

How did I get like this?
I'm a failure to coexist lately
Nobody knows me best like
I know my lonely
Know my loneliness

I was waiting on the right time
To be honest and talk about everything
But then
Someone told me there's no right time;

Just now

Just Now

This is all I've got, give it one more shot
Now I know next time things fall apart
This is all I've got, give it one more shot
If I mess things up I'll just restart

How did I get like this?
I'm a failure to coexist lately
Nobody knows me best like
I know my lonely
Know my loneliness