Burdened

[00:45.97] Who was I to call for help?
[00:48.80] You see she don't love herself
[00:51.72] Let me buy your burden
[00:54.19] I will stand will still see
[00:57.18] I can keep the cuts deep in my guts so you don't need to
[01:03.86] You don't need to
[01:07.14] (Hey)
[01:08.54] They're not good for
[01:11.45] Using you good for
[01:14.17] But you're letting it happen
[01:17.16] Why you letting it happen?
[01:20.19] Sharing what they sip
[01:22.28] Persuading tongue up on the tip
[01:25.03] I'd rather slip than watch the fall
[01:28.26] I keep along
[01:33.91] I keep along, oh oh oh
[01:39.38] I keep along, oh
[01:43.78] Oh, oh oh oh
[01:51.72] (Oh)
[01:53.78] I take another breath of cold air
[01:55.80] On a long road leading nowhere
[01:58.36] Lyin' to myself, my subconscious is dishonest
[02:01.04] Work your whole life for something
[02:02.65] Just to realise you didn't want it
[02:05.08] Ask myself, "is it even worth it"
[02:07.57] Too worried about bein' a decent person
[02:09.74] Just to feel alive I fill my body with this lethal poison
[02:12.47] Livin' out my dreams in reality, didn't even enjoy it
[02:16.28] That's how you end up here, stranded
[02:18.19] Gamblin' on them chances
[02:19.43] Looking back in lil glances
[02:20.84] Turnin' down those advances
[02:22.48] I leave here and go home
[02:23.86] And use this shit to my advantage
[02:25.33] Don't let it change the damage
[02:26.58] My perspective of this planet
[02:28.13] Keep doin' it as I planned it
[02:29.76] I'm from where they pull things out like Janet
[02:32.10] Bang brains out 'til they hang out like friends
[02:34.48] Over at their parents
[02:35.23] No such thing as fairness
[02:36.67] Wear that pain like it's brandished
[02:38.26] Float around trapped in the same life, like damnit
[02:41.41] Make me go insane, like I'm manic
[02:43.40] My loved ones dying, my baby sister crying
[02:46.13] The only thing I can say is it ain't time to panic
[02:49.12] I don't need to pop cannon
[02:51.07] My stomach doin' backflips
[02:52.33] When it happen to felt like
[02:53.74] A pedestrian runnin' into traffic
[02:55.64] I'm over it, focusing
[02:56.64] I'm living how I'm supposed to live
[02:57.89] Hope that I can escape this hopelessness
[02:59.69] When I just don't exist
[03:23.30] Inside
[03:24.36] Something
[03:25.66] Doesn't feel right
[03:28.63] Maybe
[03:30.05] Because
[03:31.45] I'm rotting
[03:34.12] Try to
[03:35.77] Hard to
[03:36.89] Find something to hold onto
[03:39.80] When I need
[03:41.15] To let everything
[03:44.11] Go
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