Laapata

Jaanu mai na tumhe
Khwabo mai hi laapata
Duniya wale puche tujhe
Jana hai kaha
Main hu vo sitara
Jo bas toota asma se
Taki khwaishe logo ki
Puri kar sakhu yaha

Raate bhi gawadi
Dhundne mai ek subah
Main bewafa bhi hu par
Uske bin reh na saka
Vo khiche mujhe apne
Kareeb bahoon mei
Jabki main uske hi aansuo
Ki wajah ban raha

Yeah laagi thi jaane kyu race
Aur jeetna shyad hi kaafi tha mujhe
Main jeet kar lauta jo ghar
To saree padosi bhi tasveere khiche
Ki wow bhai ghar wale khush
Ki ladke na kar dia naam ko ucha
Aur kehne lage saare log
Ki saare buri yaade chod de
Piche main kaise bhula du
Unhe jo bhi shuru se sath the
Mujhe jaante jo vo byaaan de
Na chaha kiska bhi bura
Na kahya kisise bhi mangke
Marde mujhe main chahu jise
Bas vo mujhe sambhal le
Kaisa fitoor h tera na
Baki na mai khud apneap mai
Baaki na khud

Mai tho yu hi laapata rahu
Aur mere bin yaha
Muskurate tum raho
Khwaishe thi meri bas yahi
Ki jo bhi main banna uski wajah tum bano

Laapata mai toh hu laapata
Yah kehlo bewafa yah dedo tum saza
Manzil na milegi mujhe
Main logo pe yakeen
Itna zayda kar chuka

Hasrate yeh meri ki rap hi karna
Hai jab tak hai jaan
Sath rha mai sabhi ke
Magar ab sabhi ke lia anjaan
Do waqt ka kaahne ko baata
Ek waqt ka rishta nibha lete
Mujhe dukh iss baat ka zyada
Ki gairoo ke aage kyu apna bata the
Jab tak mujhe honi lagi nafrat
Usse phele mujhe sabne nakra kaha
Mujhe dekh meri zindagi mei badhta
Khi na khi tumhe bhi mujhe girana pada

Afsoos hu mai ladke bada,
Tumhe har dafa paisa laga
Mere gaane nhi chalte hai kyuki
Tumhe sach bada kadwa laga
Nashe mai pada hai kare
Yuhi bakwaas teri
Ankhe laal dekh tera haal
Maa pareshan bole khana
Kahya kar beta
Chode loogo pe hi dena dyan
Mere sir mai dard mera dil kamzor
Aur dono krte nhi baat khudse
Kaise leta koi faisla bhi
Jab mere apne nhi meri sunte

Mujhe jeena do chodo mere haal pe
Kaafi tak sa gaya hun in sawaloo se
Mujhe me hi na mai raha toh kisko chahu main
Mai toh khud bhi laapata hoon mere khwabo mei