redesign

[00:07.59] Rain, rain go away, come again another day
[00:11.60] I wanna live forever, but mental illness gets in the way
[00:16.01] I feel so compelled when mania helps itself
[00:19.72] I cut my bangs and dye my hair, I do it so well
[00:23.52] Look how beautiful it is, I am not in charge of this
[00:27.40] And when I come down, I know that I'll be pissed
[00:31.69] There's something inside that fucking hurts me every time
[00:35.56] I've tried every single pill to help me chill, and I'm not satisfied
[00:39.76] One minute, I'll be fucked, and the next minute I'm fine
[00:43.64] I can't believe myself, I'm overwhelmed, I think I've lost my mind
[00:48.41] Don't romanticize my life
[00:54.17] I need a redesign
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[01:00.51] Don't romanticize my life
[01:07.72] I, I need a redesign
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[01:19.04] I have the good days, good phase, feeling like I like my face
[01:23.84] And body, taking pictures, 'cause I know I'm a hottie
[01:27.51] Then the bad days comes in waves, feelin' like I gained weight
[01:31.95] Wish I could disembody, and be somebody else
[01:36.78] 'Cause I'm unwell, I can't control myself
[01:40.63] I'm asking for help (I'm asking for help! Please!)
[01:43.56] There's something inside that fucking hurts me every time
[01:47.55] I've tried every single pill to help me chill, and I'm not satisfied
[01:51.89] One minute, I'll be fucked, and the next minute I'm fine
[01:55.82] I can't believe myself, I'm overwhelmed, I think I've lost my mind
[02:00.46] Don't romanticize my life
[02:06.27] I need a redesign
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[02:12.85] Don't romanticize my life
[02:19.67] I (yeah), I need a redesign
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