Searching for Closure

This is new to me

Death is in your place
I want closure
I can't even start to say I'm over you
You said goodbye a lot before this
We had so many goodbyes
Yet it's still hard to process: it's reality
You had to go. It was hard to look at you
Our love is always alive
It hurts to have to move on alone
You're in my heart, my mind, my thoughts, my prayers

I see your friends, family and all those in between
I hate how they've acted
Disrespect, lies, a big mess
Lack of love
You deserve better - I'm only trying to make a difference
I'm holding back my tears, my tongue
This kills me

You're in my heart, my mind, my thoughts, my prayers
I love you
We're finally at peace
No one will get between us anymore

This is new to me

Death is in your place
I want closure
I can't even start to say I'm over you
You said goodbye a lot before this
We had so many goodbyes
Yet it's still hard to process: it's reality
You had to go. It was hard to look at you
Our love is always alive
It hurts to have to move on alone
You're in my heart, my mind, my thoughts, my prayers

I see your friends, family and all those in between
I hate how they've acted
Disrespect, lies, a big mess
Lack of love
You deserve better - I'm only trying to make a difference
I'm holding back my tears, my tongue
This kills me

You're in my heart, my mind, my thoughts, my prayers
I love you
We're finally at peace
No one will get between us anymore