Grand Closing

Walking near the water
I can see the very spot you said you would
Then you got drunk and all our friends
Said "don't you dare fuck this up"

So this is how it goes
And this is how I walk now
This is how the weight feels
Will I ever sleep well?

In a perfect world we'd be in jeans
We'd be in T-shirts, be in love
If I cared enough, I'd be distraught
Like I used to be, like I always was

So this is how it goes
So this is how I walk now
So this is how you fade out
And this is how you sleep well

So this is how it goes
And this is how I walk out
Some things will never heal well
Some things I can't remember

So this is how it feels
And this is how you fade out
So happy fuckin' new year
We're alive but I want back my life, the years, the hope