Retcon

I don't know where this could lead me to
I tore my heart
There's nothing more that I can do

I'm too tired to sleep
Too aware to wake or live this dream
Where nothing I say is quite what I mean
And I was huge or in-between something I knew or so it seemed
I was you and you were

Can't you help me?
I am not the one you're looking for, but there are wheels in the sky
I'm not trying to invoke my father's name nor anyone's name I know

Can't you help me?
I am not the one you're looking for, but there are wheels in the sky
I'm not trying to invoke my father's name nor anyone's name I know