Ill Mind of Hopsin 7

[00:23.97] It's us, find power
[00:28.47] Live life, mind power
[00:33.25] It's us, find power
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[00:38.26] Live life, mind power
[00:39.56] Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm
[00:43.05] Life is a tour, I sit and ride along
[00:44.86] Taking some notes and then I write the song
[00:46.62] I'm staring down the road my life has gone
[00:48.69] Is this where I belong?
[00:49.73] Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong?
[00:51.95] My mental state is fucking me up
[00:53.04] And I cried a pond while asking you for some answers
[00:55.48] But we don't have that type of bond
[00:56.83] That my desires gone with the way that I've been living lately
[00:59.32] If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on
[01:02.14] Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sell-out
[01:04.10] Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out
[01:07.08] Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down
[01:09.48] Feeling so damn humiliated because they looking at me like I'm hellbound
[01:12.12] What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth
[01:14.43] I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to you
[01:17.12] But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof
[01:19.51] And I'm only fucking human yo, what am I supposed to do?
[01:22.59] There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions
[01:24.81] Begging all fucking men and women to listen
[01:27.13] I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted
[01:29.67] These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions
[01:32.35] I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance
[01:34.92] But the whole fucking system is twisted
[01:36.72] Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian
[01:39.88] And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction
[01:42.89] But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it
[01:46.00] I need an answer and humans can't provide it
[01:48.03] I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it
[01:50.56] It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it
[01:53.26] Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it?
[01:55.99] Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it?
[01:58.62] My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it
[02:01.38] You gave me a Bible and expect me not to analyze it?
[02:04.08] I'm frustrated and you provoked it
[02:06.26] I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it
[02:09.23] I have a fucking brain, you should know it
[02:11.23] You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment
[02:14.34] It was a mission that I had to abort
[02:16.37] Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source
[02:19.05] It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course
[02:21.09] Next Jehovah's Witness to come on my porch
[02:22.88] I swear I'm slammin' the door
[02:25.13] A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised
[02:27.36] Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive
[02:29.70] I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down
[02:32.17] I'm just saying: I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth
[02:34.88] Just sheep always telling stories of older guys
[02:37.31] Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized
[02:39.97] Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes
[02:41.80] And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise
[02:43.46] Sound's like a fucking Poltergeist
[02:45.34] Show yourself and then boom it's done
[02:47.45] Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the One
[02:50.47] I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun
[02:52.87] And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge
[02:55.44] I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds
[02:58.17] Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns
[03:00.57] And everyone that I ran into would know what I came to do
[03:03.18] I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You
[03:05.73] I hate the fact that I have to believe
[03:07.83] You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve
[03:10.48] And I ain't seen no fucking talking snake unravel from trees
[03:13.06] With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me
[03:15.52] I don't know if you do or don't exist, it's driving me crazy
[03:18.47] Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget
[03:21.32] If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it
[03:23.66] I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit
[03:26.40] My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith
[03:31.67] This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed
[03:34.13] My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day
[03:36.76] And in my mind I make perfect sense
[03:39.16] If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent
[03:41.81] That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is
[03:44.59] And I could just sit in church and say "fuck" in the services
[03:46.93] Man what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's god
[03:51.92] I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot
[03:54.37] So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box
[03:57.02] Man everything is "what if", why is it always "what if"
[04:00.03] Planet Earth "what if", the universe "what if"
[04:02.44] My sacrifice "what if", my afterlife "what if"
[04:05.03] Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect
[04:08.59] I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done
[04:13.19] This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun
[04:18.49] If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully
[04:22.66] But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed
[04:28.16] We are you, and you're us, stop playing games
[04:34.03] My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain
[04:39.34] And when I feel I am in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain
[04:43.74] Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane
[04:48.73] Ill mind
[04:51.47] It's us, find power
[04:56.48] Live life, mind power
[05:01.60] It's us, find power
[05:06.64] Live life, mind power
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