Numb The Pain

[00:03.35] I know we grew up a little too fast
[00:04.95] I miss the days that we'd chill and relax
[00:06.88] Where did the time go? It all passed
[00:08.77] Now I need to go back
[00:10.36] I had no worries, but always have plans
[00:12.27] Only thing I did was take out the trash
[00:13.96] Now it's much harder to laugh
[00:15.32] Hard to get up and then work on my craft (yeah)
[00:17.91] I need inspiration, don't need no validation
[00:21.15] No more medication, should try some meditating
[00:24.74] I don't need you to save me, feel like all of you hate me
[00:28.48] Everything's been so hard with all the situations lately
[00:31.65] I just need to numb the pain for a minute
[00:35.20] I just wanna run away a vacation
[00:38.72] I don't know what else to say
[00:41.48] Now I just need to numb the pain
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[00:59.43] Oh, I just wanna numb the pain
[01:02.38] (Oh) I just wanna run away
[01:06.85] I don't know what else to say
[01:09.54] Now I just need to numb the pain
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[01:19.57] (I just need to numb the pain)
[01:20.77] Well maybe I'm done, maybe I've lost
[01:22.65] Still putting up a fight because
[01:24.46] I love my mom, I love my family
[01:26.06] When I was young, they would all look after me
[01:27.95] I don't know why, but I feel like a burden
[01:29.56] I spend my life overthinking my purpose
[01:31.32] Can't really cry, I'm so used to the hurting
[01:33.39] Trauma creeps up on me at the wrong moments
[01:34.93] Oh, I just wanna numb the pain for a minute
[01:38.95] I just wanna run away a vacation
[01:42.34] I don't know what else to say
[01:45.08] Now I just need to numb the pain
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[01:59.83] I just need to numb the pain
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[02:17.72] I just need to numb the pain for a minute
[02:20.74] I just wanna run away a vacation
[02:24.50] I don't know what else to say
[02:27.18] Now I just need to numb the pain
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