HAPPY
๐ต 2305 characters
โฑ๏ธ 4:06 duration
๐ ID: 6901866
๐ Lyrics
Dear God, please, hear me out
I know it's been a couple years
Since I've reached out and said hello
I bet You're wondering
Why I keep
Obsessing on and stressing all the little things
When I should be
Living life and soaking up the memories
I know I've been selfish, I have
No excuse to give you, it's true
Hanging by a thread's how I live
I don't know why, but I feel more comfortable
Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
Go up in flames, acting like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully
That that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine who
Who I'd be if I was happy
Yeah, been this way so long
It feels like something's off when I'm not depressed
I got some issues that I won't address
I got some baggage I ain't opened yet
I got some demons I should put to rest
I got some traumas that I can't forget
I got some phone calls I been avoiding
Some family members I don't really connect with
Some things I said I wish I would of not let slip
Some hurtful words that never should of left my lips
Some bridges burned, I'm not ready to rebuild yet
Some insecurities I haven't dealt with, yes
I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul
And the last to admit I need a hand to hold
Losing hope, headed down a dangerous road
Strange, I know, but I feel most at home when I'm
Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
Go up in flames acting, like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully
That that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine who
Who I'd be if I was happy
Don't know what's around the bend
Don't know what my future is
But I can't keep on living in
Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
Go up in flames acting, like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully
That that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine who
Who I'd be if I was happy
If I was happy
If I was happy
I know it's been a couple years
Since I've reached out and said hello
I bet You're wondering
Why I keep
Obsessing on and stressing all the little things
When I should be
Living life and soaking up the memories
I know I've been selfish, I have
No excuse to give you, it's true
Hanging by a thread's how I live
I don't know why, but I feel more comfortable
Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
Go up in flames, acting like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully
That that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine who
Who I'd be if I was happy
Yeah, been this way so long
It feels like something's off when I'm not depressed
I got some issues that I won't address
I got some baggage I ain't opened yet
I got some demons I should put to rest
I got some traumas that I can't forget
I got some phone calls I been avoiding
Some family members I don't really connect with
Some things I said I wish I would of not let slip
Some hurtful words that never should of left my lips
Some bridges burned, I'm not ready to rebuild yet
Some insecurities I haven't dealt with, yes
I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul
And the last to admit I need a hand to hold
Losing hope, headed down a dangerous road
Strange, I know, but I feel most at home when I'm
Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
Go up in flames acting, like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully
That that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine who
Who I'd be if I was happy
Don't know what's around the bend
Don't know what my future is
But I can't keep on living in
Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
Go up in flames acting, like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully
That that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine who
Who I'd be if I was happy
If I was happy
If I was happy
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:05.08] Dear God, please, hear me out
[00:10.99] I know it's been a couple years
[00:13.95] Since I've reached out and said hello
[00:20.80] I bet you're wondering
[00:23.31] Why I keep
[00:26.99] Obsessing on and stressing all the little things
[00:31.62] When I should be
[00:36.13] Living life and soaking up the memories
[00:40.91] I know I've been selfish, I have
[00:45.94] No excuse to give you, it's true
[00:50.36] Hanging by a thread's how I live
[00:55.00] I don't know why, but I feel more comfortable
[00:59.12] Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
[01:04.53] Go up in flames, acting like I don't
[01:08.66] Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully
[01:13.83] That that's the furthest thing from how I
[01:18.46] Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
[01:21.90] To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
[01:26.30] The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine who
[01:31.16] Who I'd be if I was happy
[01:35.19] Yeah, been this way so long
[01:37.19] It feels like something's off when I'm not depressed
[01:39.66] I got some issues that I won't address
[01:41.45] I got some baggage I ain't opened yet
[01:43.55] I got some demons I should put to rest
[01:45.95] I got some traumas that I can't forget
[01:48.44] I got some phone calls I been avoiding
[01:50.68] Some family members I don't really connect with
[01:52.74] Some things I said I wish I would of not let slip
[01:55.31] Some hurtful words that never should of left my lips
[01:57.17] Some bridges burned, I'm not ready to rebuild yet
[01:59.63] Some insecurities I haven't dealt with, yes
[02:02.12] I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul
[02:04.25] And the last to admit I need a hand to hold
[02:06.46] Losing hope, headed down a dangerous road
[02:08.58] Strange, I know, but I feel most at home when I'm
[02:11.09] Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
[02:16.69] Go up in flames acting, like I don't
[02:21.02] Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully
[02:26.02] That that's the furthest thing from how I
[02:29.79] Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
[02:34.58] To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
[02:38.61] The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine who
[02:44.90] Who I'd be if I was happy
[02:48.16] Don't know what's around the bend
[02:54.13] Don't know what my future is
[02:58.26] But I can't keep on living in
[03:02.93] Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
[03:11.46] Go up in flames acting, like I don't
[03:15.25] Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully
[03:20.58] That that's the furthest thing from how I
[03:24.77] Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
[03:29.07] To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
[03:33.27] The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine who
[03:37.46] Who I'd be if I was happy
[03:41.93] If I was happy
[03:44.70]
[03:51.12] If I was happy
[03:52.27]
[00:10.99] I know it's been a couple years
[00:13.95] Since I've reached out and said hello
[00:20.80] I bet you're wondering
[00:23.31] Why I keep
[00:26.99] Obsessing on and stressing all the little things
[00:31.62] When I should be
[00:36.13] Living life and soaking up the memories
[00:40.91] I know I've been selfish, I have
[00:45.94] No excuse to give you, it's true
[00:50.36] Hanging by a thread's how I live
[00:55.00] I don't know why, but I feel more comfortable
[00:59.12] Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
[01:04.53] Go up in flames, acting like I don't
[01:08.66] Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully
[01:13.83] That that's the furthest thing from how I
[01:18.46] Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
[01:21.90] To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
[01:26.30] The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine who
[01:31.16] Who I'd be if I was happy
[01:35.19] Yeah, been this way so long
[01:37.19] It feels like something's off when I'm not depressed
[01:39.66] I got some issues that I won't address
[01:41.45] I got some baggage I ain't opened yet
[01:43.55] I got some demons I should put to rest
[01:45.95] I got some traumas that I can't forget
[01:48.44] I got some phone calls I been avoiding
[01:50.68] Some family members I don't really connect with
[01:52.74] Some things I said I wish I would of not let slip
[01:55.31] Some hurtful words that never should of left my lips
[01:57.17] Some bridges burned, I'm not ready to rebuild yet
[01:59.63] Some insecurities I haven't dealt with, yes
[02:02.12] I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul
[02:04.25] And the last to admit I need a hand to hold
[02:06.46] Losing hope, headed down a dangerous road
[02:08.58] Strange, I know, but I feel most at home when I'm
[02:11.09] Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
[02:16.69] Go up in flames acting, like I don't
[02:21.02] Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully
[02:26.02] That that's the furthest thing from how I
[02:29.79] Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
[02:34.58] To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
[02:38.61] The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine who
[02:44.90] Who I'd be if I was happy
[02:48.16] Don't know what's around the bend
[02:54.13] Don't know what my future is
[02:58.26] But I can't keep on living in
[03:02.93] Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
[03:11.46] Go up in flames acting, like I don't
[03:15.25] Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully
[03:20.58] That that's the furthest thing from how I
[03:24.77] Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
[03:29.07] To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
[03:33.27] The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine who
[03:37.46] Who I'd be if I was happy
[03:41.93] If I was happy
[03:44.70]
[03:51.12] If I was happy
[03:52.27]