Beyond the Other Side

Laying here in my cold bed
Trying to dream of the other side
A place where everything is possible
Where you can find peace, or anxiety

The fantasies start to take over
I feel this burden easing from my shoulders
I see clearly now... I see you
My body starts to tremble
Is it joy... or is it hatred?
I am getting closer
But I only see a shadow
Like a fucking reminder
That your life is so hollow...

You have to wake up eventually
Back to the filthy city
You need to face every day
But I want to go back
Back where I have the same anxiety
Back to where I at least
Don't have to exist any longer...
There...
To the other side