Goodbye

Stuck inside my own mind
With all of these lost thoughts
My mistakes, all of my regrets
My should haves and have nots

Why did I drop out of college
And why'd I have to steal
I hate that I did this to my parents
And how it made them feel

My life is full of imperfections
And I'm the one to blame
Should've focused on my problems
Instead of dreams of fame

Sleeping my whole day away
Stirring through the night
Making wishes on the sky
That I might be alright

And it's starting to take its toll
Yeah, it's starting to take its toll
Well I'm dying to know
Will I die alone

Feeling so disconnected from the friends I've come to own
Feels like the weight of the world is falling in my grasp
Don't see a point in pushing forward
Because nothing's meant to last

I'm so tired of feeling this way
I'm so tired of feeling this way

Hoping and praying that this all might go away
I'm tired of my friends all saying "Things will all be okay"
They say this is just a rough patch
It's been like this for three years
I don't want to seem pathetic
So I hold back my tears

And it's starting to take its toll
Yeah, it's taking its fucking toll
Well I'm dying to know
Will I die alone

Feeling so disconnected from the friends I've come to own
Feels like the weight of the world is falling in my grasp
Don't see a point in pushing forward
Because nothing's meant to last

I'm so tired of feeling this way
Well, I'm dying to know
Will I die alone

Feeling so disconnected from the friends I've come to own
Feels like the weight of the world is falling in my grasp
Don't see a point of pushing forward
Because nothing's meant to last
I'm so tired of feeling this way
I'm so tired of feeling this way
(So good bye)
(So good bye)