So I Lie

[00:17.48] Yeah
[00:18.57] Peel me apart, all my layers
[00:22.84] All of my fears, all my pride (yeah)
[00:27.16] They say, "Laugh now and cry later"
[00:31.48] I can't ignore how I feel inside
[00:34.33] (Lie, lie, lie) Laugh and the world will laugh too
[00:38.34] (Lie, lie, lie) Cry and the world laughs at you, yeah
[00:42.64] So I lie to myself
[00:46.63] Let's be real
[00:48.92] I'm afraid of how I feel
[00:51.13] So I lie to my friends
[00:55.53] But they can tell
[00:57.55] I'm just the shell of who I am when I lie
[01:00.86] Lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie
[01:06.96] Yeah, yeah, yeah
[01:09.59] Lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie
[01:18.56] (Lie, lie, lie) I can barely breathe, treading water
[01:22.59] (Lie, lie, lie) Smile on my face while I'm turnin' blue
[01:27.25] (Lie, lie, lie) Nobody cares, just work harder
[01:31.43] (Lie, lie, lie) I do what I can to avoid the truth
[01:35.11] (Lie, lie, lie) Laugh and the world will laugh too
[01:39.61] (Lie, lie, lie) Cry and the world laughs at you, yeah
[01:43.57] So I lie to myself
[01:47.88] Let's be real
[01:50.05] I'm afraid of how I feel
[01:52.16] So I lie to the world
[01:56.44] They can see
[01:58.72] They can see right through me when I lie
[02:02.05] Lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie
[02:07.65] Yeah, yeah, yeah
[02:10.67] Lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie
[02:18.33] Until avoided faults and doubts mutate to poison
[02:23.40] Then loaded thoughts explode at the ones I love
[02:27.23] I wanna face myself but I keep running
[02:32.12] To shifty patterns I become when
[02:35.99] I lie to myself
[02:40.30] Let's be real
[02:42.33] Just afraid of how I feel
[02:44.56] So I lie to my friends
[02:48.85] But you can tell
[02:50.88] I'm just the shell of who I am
[02:53.15] When I lie to the world
[02:57.53] They can see
[02:59.72] They can see right through me when I lie
[03:03.09] Lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie
[03:09.37] Yeah, yeah, yeah
[03:11.69] Lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie
[03:19.92] I'm not complaining
[03:20.95] I'm just chilling from not dealing with myself
[03:24.03] That's the villain in my soul
[03:26.24] Plus I hate to ask for help
[03:28.38] I'm not complaining
[03:29.40] I'm just chilling from not dealing with myself
[03:32.73] That's the villain in my soul
[03:34.97] Plus I hate to ask for help
[03:36.91] (I lie)
[03:38.03] Lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie
[03:44.08] Yeah, yeah, yeah
[03:46.14] (I lie)
[03:46.87] Lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie