can you see me?

Today, I looked over my shoulder
Hoping you'd be sitting here
I almost feel like I could see you
Can you see me?
Been trying to get life without you in it
I just can't make no fucking sense of it
I swear I'll hold you on my body
When I was still responding
Oh, God, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
Now you're gone, -on, on, on, on, no, no, no, no
Oh, God, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
Now you're gone, -on, on, on, on, no, no, no, no
I worried you have to leave so late
But I didn't know it would be this freezing
I mean, I lost our reason
And every night now
I take forever to let go, fall asleep
Then I'll see you in my dreams, oh
They're all the same
You come around then disappеar, no
Oh, God, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
Now you're gone, -on, on, on, on, no, no, no, no
Oh, God, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
Now you're gonе, -on, on, on, on, no, no, no, no
Feel anxious, feel nervous
I'm rushing, I'm broken
I'm scared I'll always feel this way
No, I can't have you far away
Feel empty, so empty
I'm tired, not giving in (Not giving in)
You took a heavy part away
How am I supposed to live and live and live?