04 - How Will I Laugh Tomorrow

[00:41.93] Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down
[00:47.37] I cry for help, no one's around
[00:51.35] Silently screaming as I bang my head against the wall
[00:56.72] Seems like no one cares at all
[01:01.22] Always an emotion but how could I explain?
[01:04.58] Kinda like the scent of a rose but you can't explain
[01:08.69] The same with my pain, caught up in emotion, goes over my head
[01:13.70] Sometimes I got to think to myself is this life or death
[01:19.03] Am I living or am I dead?
[01:21.76] The clock keeps ticking but nothing else seems to change
[01:25.96] Problems never solved, just rearranged
[01:30.49] And then I think about all the times that I've had
[01:34.72] Some were good, most were bad
[01:40.48] I search for personality and I look for things I cannot see
[01:44.08] Love and peace flash through my mind, pain and hate is all I'd find
[01:48.96] Find no hope in nothing new and I never had a dream come true
[01:53.73] Lies and hate and agony through my eyes that's all I see
[01:59.63] If I'm gonna cry, will you wipe away my tears?
[02:05.34] And if I'm gonna die, Lord, please take away my fear
[02:09.57] Before I drown in sorrow, well, I just wanna say
[02:13.75] How will I laugh tomorrow, when I can't even smile today?
[02:20.09] Today, today, when I can't even smile today
[02:24.38] Today, today, when I can't even smile today
[02:29.33] How will I laugh tomorrow, when I can't even smile today?
[02:34.06] How will I laugh tomorrow, when I can't even smile today?
[02:39.10] You think something is funny?
[02:47.87] Laugh at this
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[03:04.68] So when I look outside my room, I see the world but not the reason
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[03:17.11] What is done to me is not fair, you call it fate, I call it treason
[03:21.87] But I know not what to do, gimme a sign, I'll take whatever
[03:25.80] But if you want me, here I am, ain't gonna die forever
[03:31.05] And I tried to hold you but you just turned away
[03:35.74] And I tried to tell you but not a word I say
[03:40.35] Cried out so loudly but you just covered your ears
[03:47.47] I gave you all the signs but you ignored my tears
[03:50.47] So if you want me, here I am, I sit here, waiting for your decision
[03:54.44] But my body fights my mind and it is headed straight for a collision
[03:59.37] So am I getting near or am I still looking in all the wrong places?
[04:04.87] But the only thing that seems to change are the looks on the faces
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[04:46.38] Doesn't anyone?
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[05:25.63] Seems like no one cares at all
[05:30.53] I search for personality, I look for things I cannot see
[05:34.98] Love and peace flash through my mind, pain and hate is all I'd find
[05:39.66] Find no hope in nothing new and I never had a dream come true
[05:44.12] Lies and hate and agony, through my eyes that's all I see
[05:49.37] How will I laugh tomorrow?
[05:53.62] How will I laugh tomorrow?
[05:58.86] How will I laugh tomorrow?
[06:03.70] How will I laugh tomorrow, when I can't even smile today?
[06:08.57] Today, today, when I can't even smile today?
[06:12.93] Today, today, when I can't even smile today?
[06:17.56] How will I laugh tomorrow, when I can't even smile today?
[06:22.36] How will I laugh tomorrow, when I can't even smile today?
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