Ringside

[00:03.77] Beat myself until I'm bloody
[00:11.13] And I'll give you a ringside seat
[00:18.15] You say that it's embarrassing
[00:24.39] I'm sorry that you had to see me like that
[00:42.08] So you could either watch me drown
[00:48.22] Or try to save me while I drag you down
[00:55.77] Want to fix it but I don't know how
[01:02.11] It isn't fair to make you wait around
[01:11.17] While all your friends are going out
[01:18.32] So Jesus, can you help me now
[01:25.35] Trade me in, oh, for a briar crown
[01:32.50] Is there anybody coming back for me
[01:38.60] If they ever were, they are not now
[01:47.68] So what's there left to talk about
[01:54.53] I'm holding on
[01:57.55] Just like a scratch off ticket
[02:02.35] How I dig my nails into your skin
[02:09.91] Honey, I'm not stupid
[02:14.03] I know no one wins this kind of thing
[02:21.42] It's just another way to kill an hour
[02:27.41] Wishing I was different
[02:32.96] Nobody deserves a second chance
[02:38.77] But honey, I keep getting them
[03:11.23] Like a scratch off ticket
[03:15.72] How you dig your nails into my skin
[03:22.92] Honey, I'm not stupid
[03:27.20] I know no one wins this kind of thing
[03:34.48] It's just another way to kill an hour
[03:40.70] Wishing I were different
[03:46.36] Nobody deserves a second chance
[03:51.72] But I keep giving them