Perfectionist

[00:02.15]I know perfect doesn't exist
[00:04.81]But somehow I think that I could reach it
[00:07.57]I don't need help, think that I could fix it
[00:10.37]All by myself, I'm too scared to admit
[00:13.27]Nothing I do is good enough for
[00:15.94]My stubborn brain, it always wants more
[00:18.76]I hope it will make sense one day
[00:21.56]But until then, I will say
[00:24.47]I'm a perfectionist
[00:27.20]Something I can't resist
[00:29.73]Working day and night
[00:30.98]Yet it's still not right
[00:32.36]I don't think I can quit
[00:33.76]I always need more time
[00:35.63]I'm a perfectionist
[00:38.41]Overthink what I did
[00:40.90]Can't be good enough, only flawless
[00:43.67]It's never enough if I'm honest
[00:46.47]If I'm honest
[00:49.61]I've been feeling paralyzed
[00:51.02]Overthinking back and forth
[00:52.41]Always argue with my mind
[00:53.82]But what am I searching for
[00:55.18]I need to relax with my thoughts stacked high
[00:57.59]It is nearly impossible to ignore this time
[01:00.77]Leave it on my desk for another day
[01:02.85]Everything I need to do
[01:04.26]But I cannot concentrate
[01:05.66]Never will finish what I'm beginning 'cause it's not enough
[01:08.45]I just push it off for another month, yeah
[01:11.58]And I'm sorry to myself
[01:13.33]I know I am holding me back from doing well
[01:16.09]When did I learn not to accept getting help
[01:18.53]If I let go of control, will it all be worth it
[01:21.37]Will I ever be okay with not being perfect
[01:24.47]I'm a perfectionist
[01:27.18]Something I can't resist
[01:29.73]Working day and night
[01:31.00]Yet it's still not right
[01:32.37]I don't think I can quit
[01:33.75]I always need more time
[01:35.58]I'm a perfectionist
[01:38.41]Overthink what I did
[01:40.90]Can't be good enough, only flawless
[01:43.67]It's never enough if I'm honest
[01:46.48]If I'm honest
[01:48.23]I'm not doing anything right
[01:50.02]Can you tell me why are my standards way too high
[01:53.62]I hope you never know what it's like
[01:55.61]To be in my mind
[01:57.03]To be in my mind
[01:59.32]I'm not doing anything right
[02:01.15]Can you tell me why are my standards way too high
[02:04.80]I hope you never know what it's like
[02:06.83]To be in my mind
[02:08.24]To be in my mind
[02:09.11]I'm a perfectionist
[02:11.85]Something I can't resist
[02:14.37]Working day and night
[02:15.64]Yet it's still not right
[02:17.03]I don't think I can quit
[02:18.42]I always need more time
[02:20.27]I'm a perfectionist
[02:23.03]Overthink what I did
[02:25.55]Can't be good enough, only flawless
[02:28.32]It's never enough if I'm honest
[02:31.12]If I'm honest
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