I Used to believe

Tell me how things got like this
Is there any point in fixing it?
I am losing, losing myself
The abyss

Well there's whisky on my breath
Everything's a fucking mess
There's no easy way of putting this
To you
I give up

I used to believe
That I would find some peace of mind
From all that tortures me
Well now, I don't

I've since come to see
How guilty red my hands can be
And I, no matter how i try
Can't seem to get them clean

Hold me close, don't let me go
I'm sinking down so far bellow
It feels something like an under toe
But it don't

Keep me some place near your heart
Hold me down, tear me apart
I just want a fresh start
Don't we all?

I used to believe
That I would find some peace of mind
From all that tortures me
But now, I don't

I've since come to see
How guilty red my hands can be
And I, no matter how I try
Can't seem to get them clean

I used to believe
I used to believe
I used to believe

Oh, but I've since come to see
Come to see
That it all ain't worth a damn

Stop me if you've heard this one