Nightmare

[00:01.05] Why do you seem so scared?
[00:04.01] All I want to do is play with you
[00:07.18] Please come and play with me
[00:11.26] Do you wanna play hide and seek?
[00:13.58] You hide, and I'll find you
[00:15.75] 'Cause I'm living in a nightmare
[00:20.48] Living in a nightmare
[00:24.33] These walls closing in, I feel it from within
[00:28.55] Is there anybody out there
[00:33.27] I'm living in a nightmare
[00:34.92] Oh hi, this is my mind
[00:36.26] How rude of me wanna come inside
[00:38.45] Sorry for the mess, I don't got the time
[00:40.53] To clean it all up or to take it outside
[00:42.78] We can take it outside I'll be fighting for my mind
[00:44.75] Wait, no I won't 'cause my therapist described
[00:47.19] If I fight against you, then I fight against me
[00:48.82] And I'll never ever win all I do is waste time
[00:51.24] So just go ahead, you could throw a hit
[00:53.08] You set the bar to high can you lower it
[00:55.35] I can't reach it and everybody notices that I got a real hard time getting over shit
[00:59.43] Maybe that's true, but maybe thats you
[01:01.23] Always taunt me and you tell me what to do
[01:03.68] Telling me to fight or you telling me to run, I don't wanna run away from myself like you
[01:07.45] My anxiety building I'm scared of my shadows they shadow my pain
[01:13.86] They put happy inside of my pills when I told them I'm sad and insane
[01:18.08] But the happy don't work, it feels so unnatural it battles my brain
[01:22.52] And life ain't the same
[01:24.11] Cause I'm living in a nightmare
[01:28.61] Living in a nightmare
[01:32.94] These walls closing in, I feel it from within
[01:36.86] Is there anybody out there
[01:41.42] I'm living in a nightmare
[01:43.52] Whoah what? Is that me in the mirror
[01:44.83] I need to clean this glass so I can see a little clearer
[01:46.91] What the hell happened? that's you man what do you mean
[01:48.78] Theres no way that this man staring back is me
[01:51.22] When I get so big? where'd my hairline go
[01:53.33] You've always looked like this, wait you ain't even know
[01:55.53] What you think? That every time that someone left you that they left for reasons
[01:58.18] On their own just picked their bags up and they hit the road
[02:00.06] No, I don't mean to be the one to go and burst your bubble
[02:02.10] But I care enough about you to make sure this hurt is subtle
[02:03.65] I'm about to dig so deep that we can't reach it with a shovel
[02:06.20] Other people see your flaws but you're just peeking through a tunnel
[02:08.17] And I hate to break it to you but your raps ain't the greatest
[02:10.29] I kinda laugh that you think you're even half way to famous
[02:12.38] Your career? well, it's sitting still like it was stainless
[02:14.71] And your music hurt so many ears you'd think that we were sadists
[02:17.33] But don't worry man I got you, thats what I'm here for
[02:18.97] To catch you when you fall and bring you down some more
[02:21.26] What, you don't like that? Shit too bad
[02:23.46] Life ain't shit so cry to your mic and pad
[02:25.51] Right Crypt right
[02:26.65] Its the only time you make hits
[02:27.63] Right Crypt right
[02:28.27] I wanna hear that fucking page flip
[02:29.51] Right bitch right
[02:30.26] Yeah I know this shit ain't fair
[02:31.79] You said music was a dream but this dream is a nightmare
[02:33.53] 'Cause I'm living in a nightmare
[02:37.50] Living in a nightmare
[02:41.45] These walls closing in, I feel it from within
[02:45.37] Is there anybody out there
[02:50.51] I'm living in a nightmare
[02:51.98] Would you rather be alone or afraid
[02:53.07] Would you rather be disowned or betrayed
[02:55.59] Would you rather be a rapper that was planted or an independent artist with a road that he paved
[03:00.61] That's what I ask myself like, hey CHVSE who would you prefer
[03:04.00] Adam and eve, the snake on the tree, me, jesus or lucifer
[03:07.93] Ha gotcha, all the same person
[03:10.19] Got the same thoughts and we share the same purpose
[03:12.76] Earth is nothing but a hell on a surface
[03:14.62] Hey doc, medication ain't working
[03:17.14] Said I ain't a wordsmith pick apart the verses
[03:19.15] Fuck a punchline I'm writing therapy in cursive
[03:21.10] Just so I can work with concerts and agents and fans 'cause being in a crowd makes me nervous
[03:25.62] And thats so ironic I laugh
[03:27.95] Cause that's what you do when you rap
[03:30.60] You write out your feelings on records then tour it to sell it and meet all your fans
[03:34.24] Maybe I'm scared of my past, or maybe I'm nervous of you
[03:38.73] But either way I hate what I'm turning into
[03:41.38] 'Cause I'm living in a nightmare
[03:45.72] Living in a nightmare
[03:50.03] These walls closing in, I feel it from within
[03:54.32] Is there anybody out there
[03:58.93] I'm living in a nightmare
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