Underwhelmed

I have nothing left
To give you my friend
Cause you bled me dry
Over and over again
Don't even try cause were all gonna die
Someday

If I was a bird you would harvest all my feathers
And if I had a friend
You wouldn't let us see each other
Take what you want
And take what you need from me

The city took my house
And its people took my things
My neighbors took my books
And all my shiny rings
But then you came along
Just to finish me off
I'm gonna scream

In the cold of the winter you would peel off all my clothes
And in the heat of the summer poke a hole in my hose
You've bent me till I cracked
You're a pain in the ass
You've ruined me

If I was a fish you would take me out of water
And if I was a pig I'd be the target of your slaughter
I'm shit out of luck
Cause you don't give a fuck about me

Any time I hear that you're around my entire world comes crashing down
'Cause I can't forget what you've done to me
Anytime I hear you speak my name
I feel like I have gone insane
What could you want
What do you want from me

People see me as a pessimist and a grouch
But I just think that I am underwhelmed
I used to be bright as the sun
But now I'm just a dark storm cloud
And its all because I'm feeling underwhelmed
Underwhelmed
Underwhelmed
Underwhelmed

I found an old note that I wrote for you
That described a big heart full of love
I had for you
For life
Too bad it's been sucked dry
Nobody ever apologizes
Until you drink yourself to death
I guess your friends all care once you're six feet underground

You've taken everything from me
That I loved
That made me who I am
You've broken me far worse
Then a hollow glass thrown upon the ground
Its been years
Since I let you turn the gears inside my head
You ask for forgiveness but now
I'm not gonna
Now I'm not gonna
Now I'm not gonna
Now I'm not gonna
Now I'm not gonna forget