Falling Forward

There's a part of me that died for the millionth time
But I guess that's the way it goes
Because I want you for myself I destroy my mental health
I'm hoping you can't see it show
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I am falling from the stars/ hurts like a hammer to the heart
As the shortness of my breath proves to be meaningless
I am all alone-falling forward this time

I wish winter would end
So I could see my friend in a spring ahead
I have a recent memory of the worst and longest January
I have ever known
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I almost took it as a sign just from pouring wine
Into the largest glass in the house
I felt the world improve through the beauty of just being you
Now a fleeting moment I wish could last
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